Showing posts with label Brandilyn Collins. Show all posts
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Monday, September 6, 2010

A ReBlog From Brandilyn Collins! Response to Routine Interview Question...

A Spanish Galleon. The Galleon was a tough fig...Image via WikipediaWhere Do Those Book Ideas Come From?


From Brandilyn Collins' Blog
Forensics and Faith...

















If you're a published novelist, the question you're mostly likely to hear is, "Where do you get your ideas?" I always try to answer with a modicum of charm, but frankly, I tend to find this a silly question. Perhaps it's because the answer is so obvious to me. LIFE. Life in your bedroom, in your house, on your street, in your neighborhood, at the airport and schools and grocery store and church, riding in the car, walking down the street, eavesdropping on a conversation, watching TV, listening to the radio, reading the newspaper. And on and on and on. Like American Express, Life is everywhere you want to be. And wherever Life is, there is Story.

If all else fails, read the news, in hard print or online. Take a look at these stories I found yesterday at Reuters. There are hundreds of possible tales and plot points that could spin off from each one of these.

Pilots on Alert for High-Flying Vulture. Yup, a testy but somewhat lovable vulture, who can soar as high as 30,000 feet, caught air currents and was long gone from its owner. (I have to wonder: What does one expect when one lets a vulture fly?) Now pilots must be aware of a possible bird strike far higher than they'd considered.

Robber Nabbed After Mocking Police in Email. Moral to this story: when the newspaper gets the facts wrong about your heist, keep your mouth shut.

Woman Buries Brother, Discovers Dead Son. She thought her son was just ignoring her invitation to his uncle's funeral after they'd had a spat ... until the family stumbled over the son's grave marker in the cemetery.

Trafficers Hide Cocaine Under Rare Python. I wouldn't go looking for drugs there. Would you?

Gold Bullion Stolen From Florida Treasure Museum. Not just any gold bar worth $550,000--one recovered from the centuries-old wreck of a Spanish galleon.

Need I go on?



P.S.: Note the reader comments for the aticle about the gold bullion. All they want to do is complain about how bad the article is written. Forget that it's a fascinating story--they don't like the first sentence. Ah, we writers. Forever critiqued.



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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Writer Alert: Excerpt from Getting Into Character by Brandilyn Collins

The Russian actor and director Constantin Stan...Image via Wikipedia


Excerpt

© Copyright 2003 by Brandilyn Collins.
Used by Permission of Brandilyn Collins.


[The artist’s] job is not to present merely the external life of his character. He must fit his own human qualities to the life of this other person, and pour into it all of his own soul. The fundamental aim of our art is the creation of this inner life of a human spirit, and  its expression in an artistic form.

~ Constantin Stanislavsky, in An Actor Prepares










Getting Into Character: Seven Secrets a Novelist Can Learn From ActorsThe “secrets” or characterization techniques discussed in this book can open a whole new world of thinking for you as a novelist. These techniques have been adapted for your use from “The System” or “Method” of acting attributed to the great Russian actor and director Constantin Stanislavsky (1863-1938). Today, the term “method acting,” which refers to the use of his techniques, has become part of our general vocabulary, although many have a distorted idea of what “method acting” really means.

Stanislavsky never claimed to have invented the techniques used in his Method. Rather, he sought to bring together acting concepts honed over the centuries and present them in a logical way. He wanted a clear break from the 19th century representational style of acting, which was geared toward mere outward effect. Instead Stanislavsky aimed for the presentational style, which was based on conveying psychological truth. He believed actors should develop an intimate knowledge of the characters they played so that they took on the characters’ inner lives. Actors could achieve this only through discovering the characters’ emotions and motivations. Without such intimate knowledge, Stanislavsky believed, acting would be merely movements and spoken lines -- certainly not the embodiment of the life of the character. His worst criticism of an actor’s portrayal was to say, “I don’t believe you.”

That same criticism from a reader – “I don’t believe you” – is just as harsh for us novelists. As a result, Stanislavsky has much to teach writers of fiction. After all, we deal with the same issues as the actors of his day. We, too, seek to create full-fledged characters with a deep sense of human truth, rather than cardboard representations.

Stanislavsky’s “ABC” books on The Method (An Actor Prepares, Building A Character and Creating A Role) are considered classics in the art of drama and are still available today. They provide very informative background reading for anyone interested in writing fiction. Getting Into Character focuses on seven of the most sweeping and eye-opening techniques Stanislavsky covers in these books, presenting them in terms that can radically change the way you approach your characters and their relationship to your story. These secrets are equally helpful to the “plot-driven” as well as the “character-driven” novelist.

Whether you start with a story or a character, let’s face it, we writers of fiction are alike in one way. We’re a mighty strange breed. We view the world differently. We walk around with voices and shadowy figures in our heads. We tend to stare out windows, mumble to ourselves. The Normals can’t begin to understand us. Only our first cousins – the actors – can come close to matching our eccentricities. For again, we share the same goal – bringing characters to life . . . .

We have much to learn from our cousins. For while we are often tempted to overuse words, all actors have is action. An actress can’t turn to the audience in the middle of a play and explain her character’s guilt complex. She must show it. All of us writers have heard over and over again, “Show, don’t tell.” Yet we’ve all read novels whose scenes are full of telling: the motivations are told, the emotions are told, even the action is told. No wonder we zip through the story unmoved, our souls unshaken.

Good fiction can be defined with “Five Cs” -- convincing characters caught in compelling conflict. As we look at seven secrets our cousins employ to create convincing characters, we’ll not delve into deep study of these techniques from an actor’s point of view. Indeed, our cousins may smile at our layman’s approach to their skills. But we are focusing on our art, not theirs. Like thieves in the night, we’ll snatch what nuggets of knowledge we can and flee to our own dens to hunker and grin over their use.

Ever struggled with these kinds of issues in your writing? If so, you’ll find something in this book to treasure:

My story is about three girls, but they all seem the same. See Secret #1

I struggle with writing about something I haven’t experienced. See Secret #7

Sometimes my dialogue seems forced and shallow. See Secret #3

Readers can’t always connect with my characters’ emotions. See Secret #5

My hero isn’t three-dimensional. He’s too much of one thing. See Secret #4

Some of my scenes are boring. See Secret #2

My descriptions are long but still seem ineffective. See Secret #6

My characters’ motivations aren’t always clear. See Secret #2

I don’t know how to use dialogue to further the conflict. See Secret #3

My characters repeat the same gestures from book to book. See Secret #1

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

Exposure: A Novel
Finalist for upcoming award!
A Question of InnocenceBrandilyn Collins is a best-selling novelist known for her trademark Seatbelt Suspense®. These harrowing crime thrillers have earned her the tagline "Don't forget  to b r e a t h e . . ."® Brandilyn's first book, A Question of  Innocence, was a true crime published by Avon in 1995.  Its promotion landed her on local and national TV and  radio, including the Phil Donahue and Leeza talk shows.

Brandilyn's awards for her novels include the ACFW Book of the Year (three times), Inspirational Readers' Choice, and Romantic Times Reviewers' Choice.

Brandilyn is also known for her distinctive book on fiction-writing techniques, Getting Into Character: Seven Secrets a Novelist Can Learn From Actors (John Wiley & Sons). The Writer magazine named Getting into Character one of the best books on writing published in 2002.

When she's not writing, Brandilyn can be found teaching the craft of fiction at writers' conferences. She and her family divide their time between homes in the California Bay Area and northern Idaho.



~ Breaking News


What a summer I've had! Since before Memorial Day I've been in our California home all of 3 days. In June and July I embarked on the Thriller Tour with fellow B&H authors Jim Rubart, Robin Caroll, and Tosca Lee. We started in St. Louis and eventually wound up in New York City. I had a wonderful time meeting readers, who drove as long as two hours one way to attend the signings.
Also this summer: our annual July 4th bash with lots of guests at our Idaho home, a family reunion in Kentucky, and the annual authors' retreat at our Idaho home. Somewhere in the mix was the ChiLibris retreat (which I attended only for a few hours due to book signings), ICRS, and a business trip with hubby to Sun Mountain Resort in Washington State.

Before leaving on the tour I turned in the manuscript for Over the Edge, my novel about Lyme Disease. Over the Edge will release in May of 2011—during Lyme Awareness month. The book is another Seatbelt Suspense® story, this one interwoven with information about Lyme Disease and the "Lyme wars" in the medical community, pitting doctors who won't treat the disease long term against patients who desperately need help. I'm already excited about the release of this novel. For incredible stories of people fighting Lyme, check out my new blog Lyme-Over the Edge.

Always Watching (The Rayne Tour, Book 1)
Finalist for upcoming Award!
A final bit of fun news: Two of my novels are finalists for this year's ACFW Carol Awards (formerly called the Book of the year Award): Exposure in the suspense category, and Always Watching (co-written with my daughter, Amberly) in the young adult category. Winners will be announced at the awards banquet in Indianapolis on September 19.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Highlighting Latest Book by Brandilyn Collins


Grim ReaperImage by Eric Kilby via Flickr
"A hysterical thought flashed in my brain: I hit the Grim Reaper.
DECEIT

A stand-alone seatbelt suspense.

Released July 2010.




By Brandilyn Collins





















Deceit: A NovelSometimes the truth hides where no one expects to find it.

Joanne Weeks knows Baxter Jackson killed Linda—his second wife and Joanne’s best friend—six years ago. But Baxter, a church elder and beloved member of the town, walks the streets a free man. The police tell Joanne to leave well enough alone, but she is determined to bring him down. Using her skills as a professional skip tracer, she sets out to locate the only person who may be able to put Baxter behind bars. Melissa Harkoff was a traumatized sixteen-year-old foster child in the Jackson household when Linda disappeared. At the time Melissa claimed to know nothing of Linda's whereabouts—but was she lying?

In relentless style, Deceit careens between Joanne's pursuit of the truth—which puts her own life in danger—and the events of six years' past, when Melissa came to live with the Jacksons. What really happened in that household? Beneath the veneer of perfection lies a story of shakeable faith, choices, and the lure of deceit.




Chapter 1

© Copyright 2010 by Brandilyn Collins.
Used by permission of Author

Some evil shouts from rooftops, some scuttles in the dark. The greatest evil tips its face toward light with shining innocence.

Baxter Jackson shone with the worst of them.

In my sister’s kitchen I focused out the sliding glass door to her backyard. Relentless rain pummeled the night. The weather matched my mood. The Vonita Times, our town’s weekly paper, lay on the square wooden table across from me. Its front page headline glared. Skip Tracer Accuses Police Chief of Shirking Duty.

My sister followed my gaze to the article. “Maybe it really was an accident, Joanne.”

I shot her a look of accusation and hurt. “You, too?” As if the rest of the town weren’t enough. “I thought you agreed with me.”

She drew a long breath. “I don’t know what to think. Two wives gone does look suspicious, but there’s no proof Baxter did anything. Once Cherisse’s death was ruled an accident—”

“How many people fall down stairs and die, Dineen, even if they are hardwood? That only happens in old movies.”

“But that’s what the coroner said.”

“The Sheriff-Coroner’s up for reelection next year, and who do you suppose gave the most to his last campaign?”

“I know, but I just can’t believe any coroner would find signs of a murder and look the other way, especially this man. I mean, I know Bud Gidst. So do you.”

I pushed back my chair, picked up my plate and stacked hers on top. Marched them over to the sink and set them down none too gently. I loved my sister like crazy, always had. She was twelve years younger, and I’d always looked after her. I steered her clear of bratty, bully girls in grade school, the wrong guys in high school. I urged her to fight her self-serving ex in court until he paid the two years’ worth of child support he owed for Jimmy. But the fact was, Dineen had always been too trusting. She just couldn’t believe bad about anybody until it hit her in the face.

“Sometimes people don’t want to see the truth, Dineen.” I rinsed the plates, the water hissing. “Autopsy findings are open to interpretation. To say all those bruises and contusions on Cherisse’s head didn’t match a fall down the stairs would be calling Baxter Jackson a liar. Maybe Bud didn’t want to believe that.”

Or maybe his ruling was far more sinister. Baxter Jackson was the richest man in Vonita and practically ran the town. He sponsored a Little League baseball team every year and personally paid for Vonita’s Fourth of July fireworks. He was everybody’s best friend. Nobody in the county ever spoke against Baxter.

Except me.

I turned off the water. If only I could wring that eavesdropping reporter’s neck. My argument with the Chief of Police had not been intended for the public’s ear.

“Yeah, maybe.” My sister sounded only half convinced. She pushed a dark lock of hair behind her ears, then hugged herself.

Voices from the TV drifted in from the den. Nine-year-old Jimmy was watching some reality cop show. My head hurt. I walked back to my chair and slumped into it, suddenly feeling old at fifty-two. Dineen pressed her lips together and regarded me with a beleaguered expression. Her hazel eyes held concern. “I’m just sorry you’ve gotten yourself mixed up in this.”

Thursday’s newspaper headline fairly shouted at me. I reached out and flipped it over. “I know.” I gave her a wan smile. “But I shouldn’t be worrying you about it. You’ve got enough to deal with right now, given your stress at work.”

Dineen shrugged. “It’s not that bad. Things are just crazy because Doug’s so wrapped up in the law suit. It’s almost over. He’ll win, as usual, and he and his client will walk away with lots of cash. Everybody will be happy again.”

Everyone except the San Jose hospital he was suing.

I made a face. “Including you, I hope. Happy as in getting a big honking present for all the abuse you’ve taken.” Dineen answered phones at Doug Brewer’s firm, nothing more. She wasn’t a law clerk. She didn’t deserve his snapping temper. But when Doug was fighting a big case, everyone around him bore the brunt of his impatience.

“Were things any different for you on Friday, after that came out?” I gestured with my chin toward the newspaper. Doug and Baxter were good friends. I didn’t want my sister taking any heat for me.

My sister fiddled with her hair. “Not really.”

“What does not really mean, Dineen?”

She tilted her head. “A few people did ask me what you were thinking. I didn’t even see Doug. He went straight to court.”

Yeah, what was I thinking? Who was I to go up against Baxter Jackson?

"Know what?” I sounded sorry for myself, and I hated it. My nerves were just too worn to care. “Right now you and Jimmy are about my only friends in town.”

“Come on, that’s not true.”

“It is, Dineen. You should see the looks I’ve gotten the last few days. The disgusted whispers.” Sudden tears bit my eyes. I looked at the table.

Dineen made an empathetic sound in her throat. “What about all your friends at church? You’ll see them tomorrow.”

Her words pierced. I shook my head. “I can’t go back there, not now. With Baxter as head elder? Which side do you think would win? And anyway, I don’t want those dear people taking sides. I can’t put them in that position. They loved Cherisse, and Linda before that.” My voice tightened. “They’re like family to Baxter. They’re grieving along with him.”

Cherisse had died only two weeks ago. I could imagine church members’ reactions as they read that newspaper article. Even though they loved me. Even though I’d attended that church for fifteen years, long before my husband, Tom, died of a heart attack. I was the one who always got things done. Led committees, rallied the troops for fund raisers, taught Sunday school. They knew my heart for helping others. But how dare I talk against Baxter Jackson—especially as he mourned the death of his second wife? How could I be so cruel?

Dineen laid a hand on my arm. “I’m sorry. I know how much you miss Linda.”

Yes, I did miss her. Terribly. Linda, the irrepressible woman who encouraged everyone around her. Even in those moments when some inner pain she refused to share fleeted across her face, she would shake it off, flash that dazzling smile of hers. Now, six years later, Linda’s disappearance still haunted me. Baxter claimed she’d left the house one night and never returned. A few days later her car was found some twenty miles away, smears of her blood on the front seat. Her body was never recovered. I didn’t believe Baxter’s story about my best friend—not after what she’d told me. And she hadn’t been herself for weeks before her disappearance, would barely even return my calls.

But Chief Eddington hadn’t listened to me then, either.

Indignation bubbled inside me once more. I raised my eyes. “Two wives in six years, Dineen.” One unsolved murder and one accident. “A total of one million dollars’ life insurance. One million. Why would he even take out policies on his wives in the first place, when neither of them worked?” Linda’s policy had taken three years to come through. The courts had to declare her dead first, aided by the fact that her credit cards, bank account, nothing had been touched since the night of her disappearance. Even so, I wouldn’t be surprised if Baxter’s influence swayed that legal process as well.

Dineen lifted a shoulder. There was nothing in this argument we hadn’t covered a dozen times before.

Sometimes I wished I could be more like her. More of an accepter, less of a fighter. Life would be so much easier. But I just hadn’t been wired that way.

I leaned back and pressed my hands to my temples.

“You have another headache?” Dineen asked.

I nodded.

Dineen rose and walked to the cabinet by her refrigerator, where she pulled out a bottle of heavy-duty aspirin. She shook out two and handed them to me. “Here.”

“Thanks.” I swallowed them with the last gulp of water from my glass. A gust of wind pelted rain against the sliding door. It was nasty out there. February in Vonita, California, forty miles south of San Jose, was balmy compared to some parts of the country. The current temperature hovered in the low forties. But the dampness made it feel so much colder. I hated winter rain. It reminded me of death and despair. Five years ago I’d buried my husband on a day like this.

I pushed from my chair. “Better go.”

“Want a Jelly Belly hit?” Dineen gestured toward my favorite cabinet.

“Always.” I managed a smile. “Especially if you’ve got Grape Jelly or Watermelon. They’re my headache flavors.”

Dineen fetched a large glass bowl from the cabinet shelf. “I don’t know what’s what in here. You figure it out.”

I leaned over the bowl, moving the candies around with a finger. Grape Jelly ones are dark purple. Watermelon are green. I found a few of each and popped them in my mouth one by one, relishing each bite. Nothing in this world beat Jelly Belly jelly beans. Particularly on a night like this.

In the den I leaned over the couch to brush my fingers against Jimmy’s cheek. He was recovering from a nasty bout of flu. Jimmy looked pale and tired, but he smiled at me all the same. His brown hair stuck out in all directions—a casualty of lying against all the gathered throw pillows. “G’night, Aunt Joanne.”

“Good night, favorite nephew.”

“I’m your only nephew.”

“Well, if I had a hundred, you’d still be my favorite.”

At the front door I pulled on a rain coat and picked up my umbrella. Dineen hugged me hard. “This mess will all blow over, you’ll see. Chief Eddington can’t stay mad at you forever.”

“Sure.” I slid my purse over my arm. No point in disagreeing, even though I knew better. Wayne Eddington and Baxter Jackson went way back. “Thanks for dinner, as always.”

Dineen nodded. “See ya next Saturday.”

“You bet.”

She opened the door, and the monster wind blew its clammy breath over us. I stuck my umbrella outside, hit the button on its handle, and hurried down the porch steps to my Toyota 4Runner. By the time I slid into the car my ankles were wet and chilled.

The loud battering on the roof turned up my headache. Gritting my teeth, I started the car. The digital clock read 8:33 p.m.

My house lay about five miles from Dineen’s on Stillton, a rural road at the edge of town. I drove stiff-backed, fat raindrops cascading through my headlight beams and bouncing off the pavement like spilled popcorn. My thoughts eddied with increasing frustration. As a skip tracer I spent my work days hunting down people, many of them criminals. I’d built a good reputation for finding my skips. Now I had a possible double murderer in my sites, one of his victims my best friend. A friend I could have saved, if I’d only pushed harder.

And now I couldn’t do a thing about my suspicions.

I passed through the last stoplight on Elmer and turned left onto Stillton. Two miles of narrow road and curves, and I’d reach my warm, dry house. I turned up the heat in the car. Eyes narrowed, I drove slowly, frowning at the headlights of an oncoming vehicle until it swished by. My windshield wipers drummed a furious beat.

“Why didn’t you investigate Cherisse’s death?” I’d demanded of Chief Eddington four days ago. We stood in his office at the station, the door open. I tried to keep my voice low.

The Chief’s face reddened. He planted both hands on his thick hips. “So now you’re going to rag me about this case for the next six years? They’re over, Joanne. Both Jackson cases are closed.”

“And you’re happy about that, aren’t you? Now life can just go on and Baxter remains your favorite pal.”

The rest of our heated argument ran through my head. I’d never even seen reporter Andy Wangler in the station, much less in proximity to hear us. He must have salivated all over his notepad.

My last bend before home approached. I eased off the accelerator.

A hooded figure darted into the road.

I gasped and punched the brake. The anti-lock system shuddered. The figure jerked its head half toward me, one side of a man’s face lit skeletal white. A rivulet of blood jagged down his bony cheek. The eye on the shadowed half of his face shrunk as black and deep as an empty socket.

He raised his arms.

My car slid toward him.

I whipped the steering wheel left. The figure jumped backward.

Too late.

I heard a sickening bump on my right fender. In peripheral vision I glimpsed the body knocked aside. My Toyota kicked into a spiral over slickened asphalt. The world dizzied as I spun, my widened eyes taking in a dancing fence on the road’s left side … the curve I’d already traveled … a gnarled oak straight ahead ... a crumpled figure on the ground. My wet tires sang and sizzled, the smell of my own sweat acrid in my nostrils.

A hysterical thought flashed in my brain: I hit the Grim Reaper. With a final, nauseating jolt my SUV carved to a stop in the middle of the dark and pelted road.


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New Spotlighted Author Brandilyn Collins - This Was A Must Read First For Me!

GOD'S MIRACULOUS HEALING OF ME FROM LYME DISEASE

by Brandilyn Collins




June 3rd, 2003

This is the miraculous story of my healing. But this is NOT about me. This is about God showing His glory to many in a fresh and vital way. My blessing in this is huge, yet it’s small compared to all the ways He’s blessing others who are hearing that their prayers for me have been answered.

I had Lyme Disease and two of its coinfections since July of 2002, almost a year. Even with treatment, I was going downhill. The diseases had attacked my joints like rheumatoid arthritis, my muscles like multiple sclerosis, and my brain's processing like Parkinsons. In the worst of days I couldn't even summon the energy to get dressed. Treatment to kill the Lyme and other diseases in my body caused periods of worsened symptoms called "Herx" periods, due to the toxins that are produced as the bugs are killed off. The Herx periods were supposed to lessen over time, but they weren't. My ministry of writing Christian fiction became so difficult, and I was falling behind on my book deadlines.

The last week of the illness was a relatively good one for me, which was expected. I went off part of the medication for a week, allowing my body to rest. On Monday May 12th I was scheduled to start another round of medication, the harshest yet, and one expected to cause the worst "Herx" periods of all. Taking advantage of my better week, my husband, Mark, and I decided to go to our second home in Coeur d’Alene, Idaho for the weekend. Then on Tuesday 6th God impressed upon me that we should visit the Healing Rooms in Spokane, Washington (close to Coeur d’Alene). This is a Christian ministry with a plethora of miracles in its history. (Please see the Web site at www.healingrooms.com. There are various Healing Rooms across the country.) We’d known about the Healing Rooms for some time but had not been in Cd’A at a time when we could go. Suddenly I really felt a real urgency to go.

Meanwhile, a gal from the ACFW e-mail loop (American Christian Fiction Writers, www.americanchristianfictionwriters.com) got a word from the Lord. She was to proclaim to ACFW that Saturday May 10 was a 24-hour day of prayer for me, and to sign up pray-ers for 15-minute slots, starting at midnight Fri. night. Now no one on the loop knew I was planning to go to the Healing Rooms that very day. But God knew. And He’d now made it clear—Saturday was His day for me. I grew expectant. I started telling my family, "I’m going to be healed Saturday."

Then I began hearing from others in ACFW how the list for praying was filling up. I cannot express how humbled that made me feel. It is very humbling to see others choose to serve you, when you’ve done nothing to deserve such service. Yet there it was. And to see that people were even getting up in the middle of the night! I thanked God, knowing my unworthiness, yet also knowing that He was planning something big—for the good of us all.

Saturday morning I was really hurting, paying for trying to do too much on Friday. I hobbled into the Healing Rooms using my cane as much as I could, but with a weak upper body, you can’t lean much on a cane. Amberly, our 13-year-old, and Brandon, our 20-year-old, went with Mark and me. The four of us couldn’t fit with the prayer team into one small room, so Mark and I went into one room while Brandon and Amberly went into another room with another prayer team to pray for me. The prayer team of 3 prayed for Mark and then for my healing. I felt nothing. They told me to believe God for healing and that it would come.

After that prayer session, by God’s design, I’m sure, the place was unusually empty. No more sick people to pray for. The prayer teams were just sort of standing around. So I felt I should take advantage and go in a second time with a different prayer team. The second time Brandon went in with me. The team prayed for me, and this time (as one ACFWer had said I should do) I prayed too, commanding aloud that the illness leave my body in Jesus’ name. Brandon prayed also. Again I felt absolutely nothing. The prayer team said sometimes people don’t feel anything, but then the healing just swiftly comes. When I went out of that session, I was walking a little better. But to tell the truth I wouldn't admit it. I was disappointed, because I'd expected to be healed right then--and FEEL it. For some reason, I said to myself, God hasn't healed me. Still, I willed myself to praise Him anyway.

We drove back to Coeur d’Alene, about a half-hour, and stopped at a restaurant for lunch. When I got out of our SUV, suddenly I didn’t need my cane. At all. And I walked into the restaurant slowly, but completely NORMALLY. I hadn’t walked like that for months! By the time we got to the house, I was really feeling better. The pain was gone. My knees were stronger. My elbows and neck didn’t hurt. I felt energy like I haven’t felt before. I went upstairs to our bedroom—and walked up the stairs NORMALLY! Then I came down them (really hard for weak legs) totally normally. I’d had to turn sideways and come down one step at a time for months, lowering only by using my left leg, because my right knee had been the worst. Now I just sailed down them. I let out a whoop and called the family to come see. So of course I had to go back up the stairs and come down them again. Normally!

They were quite nonplused, let me tell you.
I couldn’t help it; I had to strap on the ol’ jogging shoes. Hadn’t had on a pair of those in a long time. I went outside to walk around our driveway. The driveways altogether around the house and garages and up to the road and back form about a 1/3 mile loop. And there’s some grades to them. I hadn’t been able to go up and down grades, even with a cane, for a long time. Suddenly I was just walking up those hills. Then walking down. The Healing Rooms had given me a long prayer for healing. I took the piece of paper with me and began praying it out loud. I completed a whole loop, walking like a normal person, and said the prayer aloud. And I kept doing loops, each time saying the prayer and shouting to Jesus, let me tell you! I ended up doing 5 laps, about 1 mile. The last lap I actually did a light JOG!! My knees felt strong enough and I just eased into for a while.

I was healed. The only thing left was some stiffness in the backs of my knees. Because I haven’t been able to straighten my knees for months, the body tissue and muscles in the backs were tightening, shortening. This was leading to even more drawing up of my legs. If I had continued to be sick for months, as my doctor had predicted, this would have gotten worse and worse and required some real therapy even after healing. This tissue had to be lengthened again.

I wanted to keep walking after the five laps, but I knew I have to take it easy on my muscles, which aren’t used to the exercise. So I went inside and turned on emails. What an outpouring from folks at ACFW who were praying! And please note: They STILL didn't know I'd gone to the Healing Rooms. Only one or two were even aware that I knew about the prayer vigil. Yet post after post came through about the powerful prayer times people were having. They were being blessed, and God was giving many an expectation of a miracle. That day of prayer, indeed, was not about me. It was about God releasing His power—in my body, and in the minds of all of the pray-ers. Some of them even mentioned telling others—spouses or friends—about the prayers, and how that message affected those people. One of the gals stopped the work in a beauty parlor, as she was getting her hair colored when her time came to pray. Her hair dresser and the receptionist prayed too, and the receptionist said, "I've never felt closer to God than right now." Others mentioned their spouses' amazement at the day of prayer--and how it was a witness for them.

By this time it was about 4:00 Pacific time. People would still be praying for me until 10 p.m. my time (the prayer list was on Central time). I knew without a doubt that I could not write the ACFW loop and say anything then. God was continuing to pour out his blessings on ACFW, and that should continue until the end of the prayer time—for the pray-ers and for me. I felt the continued prayers would help my knees right up to the end of the day, and people would continue to be blessed.
Other sample statements from the pray-ers as they wrote the loop on Saturday:

"I could see Christ's light of healing and love going right through Brandilyn's life."

"No words would come except for Brandilyn's name. The more I tried to concentrate, the more her name kept being repeated. So I spent the whole time just saying her name, figuring the Holy Spirit knew what He wanted to say."

"This prayer list was called forth by God Himself. He will be lifted up and praises from the results of this day will be spoken throughout the world for some time to come."

"I really felt the presence of God."

"By the time I finished praying and crawled back into bed at 3:05 a.m., I knew that God had already begun to answer."

"I felt the strong desire to pray that God would heal Brandilyn right then."

"I was amazed at how blessed I was MYSELF during my half hour of prayer."

"God impressed me with the need to pray for healing right now. That prayer stream went throughout the day."

"When I closed my eyes to pray, I felt like I was already at the throne room of grace."

"It was a time of indescribable peaceful communion."

And the last pray-er, at 11:45 p.m. Saturday night (after I'd been completely healed):

"The song 'Praise Him, praise Him, all ye little children' kept running through my head and interrupting my prayers, so I finally decided to just sing the song and changed my prayer of supplication to a prayer of praise for what I knew God had accomplished that day through the faithfulness of His children."

God had done an amazing thing. He'd used one small issue in my life as a springboard for pouring out His blessings on many.

I went to bed at 9:00. For the first time in months, I didn’t put a pillow lengthwise under my legs. I’d had to do this because I couldn’t straighten my knees, and because I needed my heels to hang off the pillow so they wouldn’t rest on the bed, which hurt. But no pillow that night. At first it was a little uncomfortable, but I would not use the pillow. I thought, "People are still praying for me, and God is still answering. By morning this is going to be better." And it was. By morning, I could sleep on my back with no discomfort. My knees were straighter.

Mark and I got up and went for a three-mile walk. Three miles! Dear friends, I’d counted it wondrous when I could shuffle a lap around the downstairs of our home. I came home from the walk and cleaned the kitchen. Did some vacuuming. Vacuuming! All of you who hate this job—rejoice now when you do it. Because you CAN!
Two days later on Monday the 12th I started the hard medication. I couldn't see my doc for over 4 weeks because she’d gone on vacation. Mark and I talked about it, and prayed, and it was clear that I was to take this medication. (The Healing Rooms tells you to not stop medication until a doctor verifies your healing.) I prayed for God’s protection against the hard medicine itself, which in those high doses has put people in the hospital. As for the bad Herxes, they only come when the Lyme and other diseases are being killed. I knew God had killed off the little buggers already, so believed that no Herx would occur. And that's exactly what happened--NOTHING! No Herxing has provided part of the medical proof of my healing. The final proof will come when my doc sends me for for re-testing of my blood.

I must say, as difficult as this sick time was, I would not trade it. Because God showed me SO MUCH. I am not the same person I was before the illness. He has used this illness for His glory in my life—a wondrous example of Romans 8:28. When I was first diagnosed the husband of an ACFW friend called me to tell me he had a word from the Lord for me. Now keep in mind I don’t even know this guy, so he was being brave to obey God and call me. He told me God would heal me in time, but in the meantime He wanted to draw me to Himself. More and more deeply. I heard that word deep in my spirit; I knew it was from God. And right away I vowed obedience to that word, and I began much longer periods of devotions, and I began praying the Psalms. Here in a nutshell is what God taught me:

1. An eternal perspective. As the old Southern gospel song goes, "This world is not my home; I’m just a-passin’ through." When we think eternally, even the harsh things of this world lessen in significance.

2. Praise. He showed me how to pray the Psalms daily, aloud. Didn’t matter how I felt. Didn’t matter if I could hardly speak, or if I was crying from frustration and weakness. What mattered was my WILL to praise God, because HE IS GOD, regardless of my circumstances. Our merciful Lord enlarged my heart and taught me how to do this. I didn’t always feel good for having done it right away, I can tell you, but God sure blessed me over time through this. And I can’t even take the credit for being faithful, because, good grief, without His help, I never could have done it in the first place.

3. Serving with delight. No, *I* wasn’t serving; I couldn’t do anything. I watched others serve me. Friends sent me cards, emails, flowers, gifts, books. Mothers drove my daughter to school. Most of all my husband did everything—my job and his too. And he did it with such patience and caring. When my brain would get all scrambled and I could hardly speak, he would patiently wait for the words to come out. He’d call every day from work to check up on me. He’d rush home and make dinner. He learned to navigate the treachorous aisles of the grocery store. My illness was very stressful and depressing for him because he loves me so much. Yet he always served me with DELIGHT. Not out of joyless obligation. What a lesson he taught me. What a lesson so many have taught me.

4. Humility. This comes right out of #3. You can’t accept all this wondrous, undeserved service from people and not be greatly humbled. And it’s humbling just to not be able to do things—to walk right, to think right or speak normally. God has stripped me of many ego issues—and wow, what a wonderful thing!

5. Faith. Somehow God in His mercy managed to show me, even when I was at my worst, how to have bigger and bigger faith in Him. He showed me how all of us believers are in the palm of His hand. And He WILL provide.

I also must mention that the ACFW friend’s husband called me numerous times during my illness. He called a month ago, encouraging me to keep drawing closer to God and praising Him. And he gave me a prophetic word: "God is going to visit you." Well, now, and didn’t God do just that. As one of the ACFW pray-ers said (in what is clearly another prophetic word)-- "God will be lifted up, and praises from the results of this day will be spoken throughout the world for some time to come."

Update May 10, 2008:

It's been five years! I remain healthy, I'm still running, I'm still praying the psalms. And at the moment I’m writing my 19th book.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Review: Deception Explored By Brandilyn Collins in Novel Released This Month:

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     Deceit

      By Brandilyn Collins

Would it turn out well if {God} examined you? Could you deceive him as you might deceive men?
Job 13:9

God sees not as man sees, For man looks at the outward appearance, But the Lord looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7  (Book Front Pages)



Brandilyn Collins has produced another trademark book of Seatbelt Suspense, with her latest novel out this month, Deceit. It's another winner for this author--so be sure not to miss this one!

Deceit: A NovelJoanne Weeks is a Skip Tracer but this job is personal. Seven years ago, her best friend died. Joanne believed that her husband, Baxter Jackson killer her. Now Jackson's second wife has died, through falling down the stairs at their home; and Joanne is positive that she, too, was murdered. Problem is, nobody believes her--or, they don't want to deal with it!

Baxter Jackson is one of the richest, leading citizens of the town. He is a church elder and beloved by community members. But in Joanne's frustration and anger, she tried to convince the police chief to investigate the latest death. Being overheard, she was now reading the headlines, "Skip Tracer Accuses Police Chief of Shirking Duty." (p. 15) Now the town members, or most of them, were turned against Joanne!

Then as she was going home, she noticed someone was walking near her home--a hooded figure suddenly darted into the road as she was making the last bend in the road. Joanne quickly braked trying not to hit him, but she heard the bump on her right fender. Stopping, worried that she'd killed a man, she quickly got out and went to him to help, but he wouldn't let her...he interrupted saying, "You want Baxter Jackson?" (p. 25) Stunned, Joanne realized that the man was wearing a mask! But he went on, telling Joanne to find Melissa because she knew what had happened, claiming she even knew where the body was!

Now, of course, Joanne (and we readers) were sure this was some setup! But on the other hand, Melissa had been a teenager who was living with the Baxters at the time, taken in for foster care and possible adoption. Social Services had removed her when Linda disappeared, but Joanne realized that, indeed, Melissa might have seen what had happened to Linda, her foster mother and Joanne's best friend.

Using her skills as a Skip Tracer, she immediately turned to her computer and started the search! As Melissa is brought into the story, readers begin to learn what had happened those years ago, as a young girl was taken into the beautiful Jackson home, had clothes purchased and began to see potential for her future.

What Melissa also saw, and what Joanne had long ago found out one day when Linda visited her, was that Baxter was physically abusive and could possibly one day also start in on Melissa! He was smart enough to hit Linda on her back or other areas which would not show. Linda had pulled up her blouse in the back for Joanne once, but would never talk about it again. Nobody else had ever seen the cruel side of Baxter Jackson.

Joanne had nobody to help her; she couldn't find the man who had been on the road since he had been wearing a mask. But then one shop owner admitted to Joanne that he had always questioned what had happened--and he became involved in the investigation--as well as with Joanne, as they grew to care for each other.

But there was more than one individual using deception in this case. As more and more of the story becomes known, those willing to deceive, for money, for power, are all brought out into the open...with a surprise ending that was the biggest deception of all! Collins' willingness to highlight crime by a church elder has added a thought-provoking edge to this Christian novel! Very cool ending!

Brandilyn Collins has quickly become a favorite author for me. Deceit, however, with the suspenseful intensity and complexity forces me to go back and start looking for books I have missed  by Collins...I think she just might have become a must-read author for me!

ARC Provided Book

G. A. Bixler



Zondervan
ISBN: 9780310233343
315 Pages



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