Last Monday Evening during a simple attempt to take a picture of my cat, I fell backward and landed on a corner of a chair, which caused a large bruise and pains spasms throughout my body. It seems worse than I'd ever felt. I've been unable to move without pain, couldn't sleep, and spent many hours turning from one spot to another to seek relief... Even breathing was painful... You know folks, I'm never been the type of person who thought I should pray and expect to be immediately healed. If I was the one that created the fall, then getting help was up to me. Although after about an hour of not being able to get off the floor, I did cry out to my Lord, perhaps letting Him know I still needed help...
She gets food and I don't even get the pic!?
It's now Tuesday, the 24th and most of the pain has decreased but is still here... Since I know that many of you start reading, it seems, as soon as my article is published, I thought I'd sit a while and let you know what happened...
So, I saw Through it All from the corner of my eye as I was roaming through YouTube... Through it All is a song I had learned many many years ago, but had never heard from Andre just how he came to be involved with his ministry... I, too, was one of those kids who was pulled into music while attending Sunday School and Church, as man of you know... So many songs speak to us in so many ways... Foolishly, I was sitting there on the floor, having butt-walked around my chair to see if I could pull myself up using the control gadget... That did not work! I thought of calling an ambulance, but finally called my caretaker who brought his wife and they helped me... after a lot of trouble--I was totally locked in my house... So while they were exploring options, I called 911... Phone rang and rang and rang and rang...Nobody ever answered. So will need to discover what happened...
Anyway, I've been mostly sleeping from taking more pain pills than normal, but there was time for me to contemplate what I wanted to say about the last book I had just finished and had planned to present last Tuesday... I'm not going to talk about it now. I just want to let you know that I believe that God has a plan for the author of the book... The writer is new to writing and talking about his book, but he had posted it on my Reviewers Roundup Group on Facebook which I have been trying to build up after being refused access by META for years... But the thought of the book wouldn't leave me and I went over to his profile page and found the name of the book and went out and bought it... I believe that I needed a week to just absorb what was being said and work through all that this was going to be a different book review than many others... Simply because the book was not what I had expected... I needed the time to help it move into a deeper part of my thoughts...
On top of that, I have natural gas and my gas has not been sufficient for the cold that has come to my part of the United States... So I've been forced to sit and bundle with heavy covers around me, with family bringing in food...
And, of course, there is no way around the fact that I am just as confused and depressed about what the republican party has allowed to happen. Surely by now the Truth behind all of this madness has become visible to most? I say that, when I know that as of this morning, a relative of mine is still talking as if we are still back in the first term and he has learned nothing from all that has come since then... Depression is just a word for not knowing what to do when madness exists...
You know I'm feeling better when I can add this as my closing... LOL I was using two different walkers plus my cane to help me through the week!
Gabby
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