He prayed again, “Show me what this means. Give me the strength to do your will.”
The Time of Devastation, as used by this author, does not explain what had happened... Yet we can infer that the entire world was destroyed in some way. Yet some people survived; many now had supernatural abilities. With those abilities, people began to build a new town and a new place to worship, to thank God that they had survived... This begins the story of those people where Choices and Consequences still were a part of each life...
Lord Gabriel started dreaming again. The first dream was simple; a jewel, a glowing red ruby, fell into his hands. He knew that he had to do something vital with the jewel but not what that was. He awoke in fear of what the dream meant – not in itself but the consequences of it happening at all. “Not again,” he prayed. “Please not again. Please take this burden from me.” He dreamt again the next night. This time he was holding an emerald when the ruby fell into his hands. He tried to keep them apart but they were drawn to each other and began to merge together. He woke suddenly, unsure whether they had merged to form a new jewel or disintegrated to dust in his hands. He prayed again, “Show me what this means. Give me the strength to do your will.”
Chapter 2 November The stranger
I opened the door to the Old Chapel just far enough to be able to look in and make sure it was empty. It was, so I slipped inside and hurried to my hiding place, underneath the altar table. This was one of my favourite places to hide out, where I could relax and sleep without fear. It was on the edge of the campus, near the river and clearly one of the first buildings on the site, built not that long after the Time of Devastation. It wasn’t used now, but it was dry and looked as though it was still cared for even though I never saw anyone else visit it. I suspected that it was cared for out of respect for the memorials inside. There were three memorials along one wall commemorating the events of the Time of Devastation, but it was the fourth one, on the opposite wall, that drew me most. As the world had repopulated after the Devastation, some of those in their late teens had started to discover they had additional skills, things they could do with their minds. Some could communicate with each other, or sense where people were without being able to see them. Others could move things, or start fires, or predict the future. Those who didn’t have these skills had been scared of such magic, and the first generations were persecuted and often killed. This was a memorial to those early adepts and to those who had died assisting them. As more people developed the abilities, having such skills became more acceptable, though there were still many who feared them. Engineers had developed a Shield which could be used to prevent anyone under it using their gifts, and Shields were used anywhere people thought they might be unduly influenced, such as in shops or any building used for religious purposes. The Old Chapel still had a working Shield, triggered whenever someone entered. That was one of the reasons I thought it was still well maintained, and also one of the reasons I liked being there. Being a telepath I could always hear a background chatter of other people’s thoughts. I’d learnt how to ignore it, but under a Shield everything became quiet, peaceful, which was such a relief. Also, I’d found that I didn’t have nightmares or sleepwalk if I slept somewhere that was Shielded. My mind always felt slow and sluggish the next morning though, so I didn’t do it too often. Once I was safely curled up in my hiding place, I started to think about my current situation. I was almost happy living in this community, despite the inherent dangers and risk in what I was doing. The whole place felt peaceful, safe and non-threatening. Of course, I had to be on my guard and I did my best not to be noticed but that was the case anywhere. Now I was afraid I had been spotted. A couple of weeks ago I’d been hiding out in the cellars under the Abbey buildings. Someone had come rushing through and I had felt a current of power around them, the sort that indicated someone was using their gifts. I’d been hiding my presence physically rather than mentally, and I was pretty certain they’d spotted me where I shouldn’t be. I had got out of there as soon as the coast was clear. I’d been back once or twice, making sure I hid my presence properly, but I hadn’t risked sleeping there since because I couldn’t hide my presence mentally when I was asleep. Nothing more had happened, so I’d thought I’d got away with it. But today, I’d had classes at the college, and, as I’d been where I was supposed to be – at least as far as anyone here knew – I hadn’t been hiding my presence mentally. Doing that took a fair bit of energy so I didn’t do it when it wasn’t necessary. As I’d walked across the courtyard after class I’d felt that current of power again, whispering past my mind. I’d been surrounded by other students, but this whisper had come from a distance and I was afraid I’d been recognised. I’d shielded myself immediately, but I was very concerned that someone might have been looking specifically for me, and that they’d know me when they found me. As I thought about it, I figured I had two options. One, I could leave, find somewhere else to live, but I had nowhere else to go. And I was finding the classes in how to use and control my gifts useful, which was a bonus as it was something I very much needed to learn to avoid disaster. Or, I could stay, but I’d have to be much more careful and much more watchful. I didn’t like to think about what might happen if I did get caught. I’d have to be more rigorous with hiding myself mentally, of course, which took energy. Using my abilities always left me hungry but I could scavenge food from the kitchen, as I had today. The real danger was sleeping, as it always had been. If I started sleepwalking they’d find me, without a doubt, and I couldn’t spend every night in the Old Chapel. I figured I’d just have to sleep out in the woods more, even though the cold season was here now. I could have a fire if I was careful – it wouldn’t be too much of a hardship. More settled in my mind, I left the Chapel and set off to take some of this food I’d scavenged to those who needed it even more than I did.
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It should be obvious to people, at least after the Time of Devastation, that something had changed in the world... Perhaps Lord Gabriel was the first to learn of the future and that a monastery was to be built. He had learned much through the dreams that he began to have... Soon a campus and a place of worship were built. One of the main programs of learning was to teach those with new powers to actually know how to use them! Lord Gabriel had surely worked hard to find those individuals who had the skills to teach, but also to respond to medical needs in the new hospital... The community that had built up around them became just an extension to the community that was growing every day.
While Lord Gabriel is a wonderful character and works to fulfill God's guidance throughout the story, even he found he must begin to weigh the choices and consequences that naturally evolved from people being people, living their lives together in a community...
In this first book, readers will soon learn of a stranger who has come onto the campus. She was highly skilled in supernatural abilities, perhaps even higher than those she had sought out to help understand and use her sometimes overpowering talents--talents that even she had no way to know just how and what she was able to do... Her name was Leonie. She is your main character...
Leonie has kept herself hidden, managing to move through the campus, finding places to sleep, finding scraps of food that she could steal, for both her and others. The "others" are one of the mysteries that was not solved in this first book... But, soon, Leonie was to become the guardian of Lord Gabriel! Readers learn that God has given Gabriel a dream which explains it to some extent... But Leonie can only be thankful, but also very confused...
Soon she is living in Lord Gabriel's quarters and is able to openly attend the classes that she'd been sneaking into... But one of the things that was most needed at the beginning of her studies, was to learn exactly what skills and the strength of her skill levels. Two monks who are assigned to the hospital was given the task of testing Leonie... The trio began to learn about each other and develop a kind of friendship... None of them anticipated what was to happen within this tight connection... And I'm certainly not going to tell you... Except to spotlight that the close relationship of two, which was now three, would lead to an age-old growth of feelings that surely were not part of the life of monks...
Leonie, who had lived in the wilds since her early life soon found that having a room of her own in which to sleep--as beautiful as it was--often became confining. She would leave the grounds of the campus, seek out a perfect tree in the nearby woods, and crawl up into where two branches meet and fall asleep... Causing a panic back at Lord Gabriel's quarters. It happened quite often, so much so that soon one of the three friends was able to immediately seek out where she was and they would go out to verify she was safe and bring her back...
In the meantime, daily events would continue and Leonie, in her free time, would visit the nearby town and get to know people. She had been assigned to the kitchen where it was found she knew how to bake bread... She worked happily along baking bread for meals and then helping to serve as possible. But she was often asked to sit at Lord Gabriel's table to allow him to catch up with what has occurred. Soon he learned that in some ways, she was beyond the tests that were now available for measuring the level of her talents... Could she be a danger to herself or others?
But time did not allow for worry as a long-time event was coming during the Easter season. All of those who had left the campus would be returning. Preparations for housing, food, and special gatherings had to be planned!
The book is written so that the various main characters are speaking... as Easter was new for Leonie, she tells us what she was learning:
Easter was coming and the preparations were making Pedro – and Lady Eleanor, Edward and Chloe for that matter – exceptionally busy. I asked Pedro about Easter one evening when we were alone in the kitchen. We were kneading the bread for the next day, up to our elbows in flour, the rhythmic movement relaxing and conducive to confidences. Pedro smiled happily. “It’s my favourite time of the year,” he said. “No matter the extra work, or so many extra people here, I look forward to it all year round, and then it’s over too quickly.” “But why? And how? And what’s going to happen?” I asked. “All questions, you, aren’t you?” he responded. “Next Sunday’s called Palm Sunday,” he explained. “From Saturday onwards, our family will start to turn up. There’ll be people arriving all week, so we’re together for Easter Sunday.” I got stuck on one word. “Family?” Pedro grinned at me, almost as if he’d been expecting that. Sometimes I thought he had to know what I was but he never said anything about it, or acted any differently. “Anyone who’s got some connection here and wants to come. Brothers and Sisters who work somewhere else now, or who’ve left the Order, or people who grew up in this House and now live elsewhere. Anyone. They’re all family still. Lady Eleanor’ll find a room for them, somewhere.” “But what are they all going to do, once they are here?” I thumped my dough in frustration at my lack of understanding. “We” – and he definitely emphasised that word – “We are going to worship, and celebrate and enjoy each other’s company and remember what Jesus did for us.” Now, I was no expert, but I’d read and heard the Bible stories about what had happened. It was thousands of years ago, but they still remembered it. I thought of Jesus as being like the heir to a Great House that was ruled by some other Lord, and everyone thought he was riding into town to reclaim it. They had a big celebration when he arrived. Now that sounded daft to me; I mean either you came with a big army and a battle or you sneaked in to overthrow things from inside on the quiet, surely? Didn’t a big party warn the other side that you were coming? Not that it mattered, because one of his friends betrayed him to the authorities who arrested him and then executed him. I looked at Pedro in surprise. “They killed him,” I said incredulously. “You’re celebrating someone being killed?” “No,” he said. “Although we will commemorate his final meal with his friends and his death at services on Thursday and Friday. What we’re celebrating is that he rose from the dead.” I’d read that bit too, but I didn’t believe it. I’d seen dead bodies. They didn’t recover. “How?” I asked. I might have thumped the dough again. Pedro moved it from under my hands and gave me a fresh batch to knead. “Weren’t you paying attention at Christmas?” he asked. Frankly, no, I’d had other things on my mind. But I did remember we’d been celebrating the birth of Jesus, who was – allegedly anyway – fathered by God. Pedro didn’t expect a response and went on, “Jesus is the Son of God, wholly human and wholly God. God sent him to take our punishment for all we’ve done wrong, that’s why he died, so that we can be forgiven and able to be with God. God raised him from the dead to show that death isn’t the end, that evil hasn’t won. Because Jesus died in our place, for our wrongdoing, we can have life with God after our death as well as working towards a God filled life here and now.” It made a lot more sense when Pedro put it like that. It was clearly very personal for him, and for Prospero and Andrew and many of the others that I knew. “It can be personal for you, too,” he said. I didn’t think so. I mean, these were all good people, of course God wanted them. I couldn’t see why he would want me, not with everything that I’d been and done. Pedro was gently insistent, “It doesn’t matter what you’ve done, it can all be forgiven, it was for me.” But I just looked at him in disbelief and shook my head, and he didn’t pursue it further. Anyway, given all the busyness and the extra hours and effort we were all putting in as preparation, I was pleased to find I had a free afternoon. The weather was sunny, but still cold, so I wrapped up well – it was so good to be able to – collected some food and things from the kitchen and set off to take it to those I knew needed it. They were pleased to see me and even more pleased to see what I’d brought. They were feeling the cold, though, so I left my coat and gloves and scarf and even my jumper – there were other ways to keep warm, at least if you were gifted, and I’d be fine heading back to campus. It was such a nice day that I dawdled on the way back and went the long way round by the lake. In the sunshine, the water was blue and clear and inviting and I loved to swim. And there were ways to keep the water around you warm, if you were gifted, too, tricks I knew that Prospero and Andrew hadn’t even thought to test. There was absolutely no one around, so I stripped off and dived in, enjoying the feel of the water flowing over my body.
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I hope you will check this book out! It is the type of book that must be read--experienced--to find the truth and love experienced when God is part of your life. Even if you've never known about God except through stories that didn't make sense to you... Remember, this is after a major change to the world. People are fearful, hunger is solved through theft... Possible death surrounds you... And then there is found in a community of love where you are welcomed. It seems everybody cares for each other, but you've known no such thing from the past you've experienced... When love is free to flow... joy and music surrounds you... Eyes meet... And one person seems to provide a feeling of warmth and safety that you've never known... A strand of faith awakens... Where the Spirit of God is, there...is...Love!
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