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Thursday, December 22, 2022

Murder on the Down Low By Pamela Samuels Young - Spotlights Issues for HIV Deaths by Women, Especially... During AIDS Awareness Month

 


“Hi, honey,” his wife chirped back. “I’m catching a movie with Karen tonight. The kids are with my parents.” “Have a good time.” Diana was always good about making sure he knew her precise whereabouts, and Dr. Banks appreciated that. Now that he was free for the evening, the thought of arranging another hookup with Clarence crossed his mind, but he quickly dismissed the thought. He was not a greedy man. 

He never prowled for sex and the thought of going to a gay bar disgusted him. Only gay men did that, and he wasn’t gay. His lunchtime excursions were just a freaky little hobby. Nothing more. Nothing less. He was a fanatic about safe sex and always chose partners who were family men with as much to lose as he had. Dr. Banks even required his sexual partners to periodically produce written proof that they were HIV negative, and he gladly did the same. 

He loved his wife too much to demand anything less. In the twelve years since he’d said I do, there had only been five other men besides Clarence. Dr. Banks turned left into the parking structure, made his way to the second level and backed into a stall that bore his name in neat block letters. He hummed his favorite Temptations song, My Girl, as he took off his shades and clipped them onto the sun visor. 

Pushing open the car door, Dr. Banks planted his left foot on the ground at the same moment that a bullet pierced his cheek, just below his right eye. The force of the shot sent his head hurtling backward, then slowly forward, as a splash of crimson darkened the car’s pristine beige interior. As the second and third bullets entered his neck and chest, Dr. Banks’ body fell sideways toward the open car door. His hand reached out for something to grasp, but found nothing to break his fall. In what looked like a slow motion videotape, Dr. Banks tumbled onto the dirty garage pavement, head first.





Every time I read a novel by this new writer, for me, I finish and want to continue on to the next book... This is the Vernetta Henderson Series Book 3... I'm a fan of legal novels, but when a writer takes on issues from today's headlines, then I find them even more intriguing...and, additionally, a learning experience. While this book was published in 2008, we are still, unfortunately, seeing the same types of hate that have been around for decades and more... I don't even attempt to get into a discussion on one's sexuality. I think that if God has created us in His image, then it is not up to us to judge whether any given individual is "not" how God had created that person. It works for me, but nosomuch for many... In fact, I want to share the author's addition at the end of the book related to why and how she came about writing this book. I certainly learned a lot, but I'll highlight, for me, her most important words...
 

Author’s Note: I often have a hard time recalling exactly when or how the idea for a particular novel originated. For the most part, the concept simply pops into my head from some unknown place. That’s not the case with this book. I have a crystal clear recollection of watching an Oprah show featuring J.L. King, author of On the Down Low. As I listened to his insider’s account of the mindset of men on the down low, I was completely stunned. My emotions during that sixty-minute program, went from shock to anger to fear. 
As a writer of fiction, my goal is to entertain. Writing this book, however, has given me an opportunity to both entertain and raise awareness about this important topic. The statistics mentioned in Murder on the Down Low are fact, not fiction. While African-American and Latina women make up only 24% of the female population in the U.S., we account for more than 80% of the total AIDS diagnoses for women, according to the latest statistics published by the U.S. Centers for Disease Control. Unfortunately, these shocking numbers are not likely to decline until we—the victims—decide to do something about them. HIV may not be curable, but it is completely preventable. We can’t continue to sit back and wait for someone else to tackle this crisis. This is our fight. We must begin this battle by pulling our heads out of the sand. 
While there are indeed men whose conduct puts our lives at risk, we also do our own share of harm to ourselves. We place our own lives at risk by not getting tested. We place our own lives at risk when we fail to use protection. We place our own lives at risk when we behave in ways which dishonor our bodies. These are areas we can fix. 
Today. While African-Americans are among the most religious people on the planet, we tend not to extend our spiritual teachings of love and compassion toward our gay brothers and sisters. That, too, must change. 

The Book Covers that This is a Multi-Race Issue!

A wealth of information about HIV/AIDS is available via the Internet. For more information, please visit The National Black Leadership Commission on AIDS, Inc. (www.nblca.org), The Black AIDS Institute (www.BlackAIDS.org) and the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (www.cdc.org). In the meantime, stay safe.


In this book, Vernetta's best friend, Special, takes center stage as she mourns the death of a cousin who has died... According to announcements, she died from pneumonia, but this was not the truth and Special was first upset and then became angry. In her opinion, Maya was...murdered! And she felt that her fiancĂ©e should be made to pay for her death! In fact, she became more and more obsessive as time went by, even to making a public announcement during Maya's funeral...

To everyone’s amazement, including Vernetta’s, Special sidestepped two ushers, shrugged off a funeral director and charged straight into the pulpit. The mourner who was speaking stumbled aside as Special snatched the microphone from its stand. “Everybody thinks Maya died from pneumonia,” Special said, choking back a sob. “Well, she didn’t.” 

Vernetta shot out of her seat and was at Special’s side in a flash. “What’re you doing?” she whispered, covering the mike with her hand. “Don’t do this!” J.C. followed after her, and the two of them formed a tight half circle around their distraught friend. Reverend Jones took a half step toward them, but froze when J.C. shot him a cop glare that didn’t require any verbal instructions. 

“People need to know the truth,” Special replied in a weak but angry voice. Nichelle had also joined them, which was a surprise considering how much she hated confrontation. She stood off to the side, still dabbing her eyes with the tattered Kleenex. Vernetta placed a hand on Special’s shoulder. “Maya’s family doesn’t want people to know.” “I’m her family, too,” Special replied stubbornly. “And I think they should know.” A muffled clamor drew all eyes to the front pew. Maya’s mother slowly rose to her feet. Pearl Washington was a young woman. Just over fifty. But the weight of her daughter’s death had added a good ten years to her otherwise flawless face. “Special’s right . . . ” Mrs. Washington said in a weathered voice that had Maya’s feminine raspiness. “People should know. Let her speak.” 

After a long, uncertain moment, J.C. took a step back. It took another few seconds before Vernetta reluctantly did the same. As the congregation waited, Special dropped her head as if she had suddenly lost her nerve and was searching for it on the floor. But in an instant, she straightened into a lofty, almost regal pose. “Maya wasn’t just my cousin,” Special began, fighting to control her emotions. “She was like a sister to me. And she shouldn’t be lying in that casket. The only reason she is, is because somebody deceived her. And it would be a crime to deceive all of you.” She stopped and rubbed her right eye with the heel of her hand. “Maya didn’t die of pneumonia. Maya died of AIDS. And Eugene Nelson was the man who infected her.” An elderly woman gasped from the back row, and a teenager sitting up front cupped his mouth with both hands. 

“Maya didn’t know that Eugene was gay or on the down low or whatever you want to call it,” Special continued, ignoring the waves of shock ricocheting through the church. “Eugene needs to pay for what he did. And I promise you . . .” Her lower lip began to quiver and for a second it seemed as if she would not be able to go on. “I plan to make sure that he does.” Special let out a loud, agonizing wail as her three friends rushed over to her. Reverend Jones waved frantically at the pianist, whose fingers hit the wrong keys, then broke into Amazing Grace. 

Vernetta wasn’t sure what emotion she felt as they escorted Special from the pulpit. But she didn’t blame her friend for what she had just done. It didn’t make sense for Eugene to be walking around looking like the picture of health when Maya was dead. What was God’s lesson in that? Special was absolutely right. Eugene had to pay. As a matter of fact, they had already come up with a plan to make sure that he did. 

Realizing that you've been infected of a deadly disease by your beloved surely must be the worst thing that could happen to many women... At least that is how Special, Maya's mother and her closest friends decided... They were beginning the plans for suing Maya's husband for wrongful death and intentional infliction of emotional distress.”

While this very personal trauma was being felt by Maya's family, there were other families experiencing similar losses... But from a different perspective, As an investigation started, it was discovered that there had been four murders of prominent Black men and, when Eugene was also killed, Vernetta began to think that there was a serial killer working in the area... It was bad, but not something she would become involved with, until, when Eugene was murdered, the police immediately began to build the case to arrest Special, who from the very first, had talked about Eugene needing to pay the penalty...and she just might be willing to see that happen... At least that was how the local police were justifying her arrest...all on circumstantial evidence... And, yes, some of the acts done by Special were illegal, but she was not responsible for his death...

In fact, as readers continue, we are faced with a whodunit that is extraordinarily well written and, ultimately, a shocking and climatic ending! Well done, Ms. Young! 

The merge of homosexuality within the religious part of our lives is prominently addressed, but not from the usual perspective. Ms. Young points out that if those who are gay were not forced to be closeted, for fear of being harmed, that the activities of having sex on the "down low..." would probably not occur. That is, gay men would form open relationships and not be forced, sometimes, to be in a heterosexual marriage. The topic is sensitive as, it seems, all sexuality issues are as it relates to religion... For surely, the church has not been successful in dealing with the many issues that need to be addressed in the real world, post-Biblical times...

As we have seen, given the Supreme Court actions and discussions recently, the nation has been forced to look backward related to issues that we all once thought had been settled... The fact that religion has been used to incite hate, division, and prejudice is once again alive and active due to the maga influence. People are dying, again... And use of scripture is being used by those who "hate" for their own personal goals. From 2008, when this book was published, to 2022, today, we are once again questioning who can love who... 

This book is an excellent exploration of the topic within a fantastic and compelling legal suspense story that will keep you on edge until the final chapter! If you see yourself as some of the characters in this novel, take a moment to see which of them reflect your own opinions, and whether that was a "winning" choice for the way the book concludes... Me, I'd place myself as one of Maya's friends...and I'd be doing whatever it took to seek...accountability! At this time, it is much more important day after day after day...!


Before I spoke a word, You were singing over me
You have been so, so good to me
Before I took a breath, You breathed Your life in me
You have been so so kind to me
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending, reckless love of God
Oh, it chases me down, fights 'til I'm found, leaves the 99
And I couldn't earn it
I don't deserve it, still You give yourself away
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending, reckless love of God
When I was Your foe, still Your love fought for me
You have been so, so good to me
When I felt no worth, You paid it all for me
You have been so, so kind to me
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending reckless love of God
Oh, it chases me down, fights 'til I'm found, leaves the 99
And I couldn't earn it
I don't deserve it, still You give yourself away
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending reckless love of God
There's no shadow You won't light up
Mountain You won't climb up
Coming after me
There's no wall You won't kick down
Lie You won't tear down
Coming after me
There's no shadow You won't light up
Mountain You won't climb up
Coming after me
There's no wall You won't kick down
Lie You won't tear down
Coming after me
There's no shadow You won't light up
Mountain You won't climb up
Coming after me
There's no wall You won't kick down
Lie You won't tear down
Coming after me
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending reckless love of God
Oh, it chases me down, fights 'til I'm found, leaves the 99
I couldn't earn it, I don't deserve it, still You give yourself away
Oh, the overwhelming, never-ending reckless love of God

I don't know the Answers
But I Can't Believe Hate is Yours
I don't know the Answers
I'll trust You to Give the Answers
Death Should Not Result from Love
I don't know the Answers
But I'll Choose Your Love Over Hate Always

God Bless

Gabbie

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Sheryl Sorrentino's Stage Daughter Wonderful Cultural Quandary! And More!

"I'd heard the toilet flush, the faucet turning on. Before I could replace the picture, the bathroom door opened and there he stood, gaping at me. His eyes flickered with either accusation or guilt--I could not tell which. I supposed he'd have every right to be angry at me for going through his wallet, but in that instant, this much became crystal clear. I had absolutely co claim to the man, no basis for being jealous even though I was carrying his child.
"Feeling hurt and confused, I went on the offensive. "Who is this?" I snarled.
"She is to be my wife," he answered simply. "Her name is Fadwa." He reached over and took the photo from me and returned it to its rightful place inside the wallet, which he then folded and slid into his back pocket.
"Your wife? You mean, you're engaged?" I was absolutely stunned. I'd expected him to be cagey; his matte-of-fact answer caught me completely off guard.
"Yes, I meant to tell you tonight."
"So, you were seeing someone else? While you and I--?" I stopped short, unsure how to describe the brief nothing that had transpired between us.
"I have not been seeing her. I haven't even met her yet," he explained.
"Excuse me?"
"My parents have selected her as my future wife. She will be arriving from Kuwait next month...

"Embarrassed, scorned, and rejected, I did the only thing a self-respecting woman in my situation could do. Without another word, I ran out and left him standing there looking like a thunderstruck Goliath crammed inside his tiny apartment...
~~~


Stage Daughter
By Sheryl Sorrentino

There are quite a number of provocative issues in Sorrentino's latest--motherhood, goals for children, religion, sexuality--just a few of those issues that keep us thinking and worrying, right?

I have to start with Sonya because she really knows how to get herself into deep trouble--and then slink away and hide...LOL My interpretation... She's got some background family issues--an African American female adopted by a Jewish family, who then have their own son...well, you can guess...

Frankly, I wasn't convinced that Sonya was just as much at fault as the rest of her family...but then, my opinion doesn't matter because it was Sonya who had to live her life, as we all do...

"But you did throw yourself at me, Sonya," he shot
back., "precisely because you wished to manipulate
my affections. Isn't that right? Once you understood
the full consequence of your actions, should you not
have allowed me the opportunity to offer affection to
my own child? Would that not have been the moral
thing to do?"
"Where do you get off lecturing me about morals?
You slept with me while you were engaged to another
woman!" A bemused expression came over his face,
which silently proclaimed his inculpability for doing
me (okay, letting me do him) while "Ms. Habib"
waited in the wings. And yet I was the one
humiliated--even now.
"Who do you think you're kidding?" I jeered.
"You're a total hypocrite! You used your bogus
Muslim prohibition against premarital contact so
I'd make the first move, but you were a willing
participant..."
~~~
Sonya Schoenberg was a beautiful woman who had enough male attention to assume men "wanted her..." so when she was attracted to Aziz...well, let's just say that I probably could use the "R" word for the one time that Sonya and Aziz were together. Fact is that in my opinion he tried to say No...even if his body was screaming Yes...

Now the thing is that she got pregnant...and when she discovered that little trauma, she did go to Aziz. She not only found out he was engaged, but told her "flat out" that he would never have considered her for a serious relationship.

Woman, thy name is "Scorned..."

And she wasn't hesitant to negatively discuss her biological father with her daughter...

But Raz was not willing to take her mother's word for it...

And that was for several reasons...

Ahhh, Aziza....
http://www.elephantjournal.com/2012/11/50-shades-of-yoga/
"Was that my dad? she asked when she emerged from the
bathroom a few minutes later.
"Who else? Why'd you give him our number?"...
..."At first, he just wanted to let you know where we were.
But afterward, he said he would talk to you about spending
time with me."
"Razia, why in the world would you want to spend time
with that man?"
"Because he's my father. Duh..."
"Big deal. Any man can father a child. Let me explain
something to you, Miss Thang: Men are like dogs. They'll
have sex with any woman who offers or allows it. Some of
them even force themselves on women who don't do either.
A man doesn't even have to like a woman to sleep with her,
and he does absolutely nothing out of the ordinary to have
kids. Men are biologically programmed to bed down as many
women as they can, as often as they can..."
~~~












Let's just say that there might be a reason for Sonya, and any other woman, to "consider" Aziza. Even after more than a decade, he was still a handsome man who continued to teach an advanced Yoga class in his four Yoga locations. In fact, Raz and her friend saw him in the arms of a woman, kissing, when they visited him, unexpectedly, at work...

What turned out to be a surprise was that Aziza immediately wanted to become "father" to his daughter, no matter what had happened in the past. Of course, he didn't want to tell his wife yet... Do husbands really think they can get away with what they do? This one told his wife that Raz was the daughter of one of his clients and brought her into his home... Do you see trouble ahead? Sure, you do...but... what?! LOL

Now Razia was just a typical kid from a one-parent home. She knew who her father was and when she discovered that he was somewhere near, she wanted to go see and meet him. She had a young male friend and he offered to go with her. Having never had a father, I think I would have gone to see him too, hopefully, with my mother's blessing. But she was not getting along with her mother and was afraid she wouldn't let her... 


"Here." He handed me a bag. I opened it. Inside was a reversible scarf--black on one side with a white skull design;
white on the other with black skulls, so from far away, it just looked like a black-and-white pattern; you had to
look really close to see the skeleton heads.
"It is a stylist hijab. I noticed you like the skulls," he said, pointing to the cheap earrings I now wore--despite my
mother's constant nagging--in my second holes. "I was hoping you might wear it. To this."
He handed me a small envelope. I opened it. Inside were four concert tickets to see One Direction. I tried not to
groan. "It is Aleyah's eleventh birthday next week," he explained. "She has been begging me for months to take
her to see them. They are very popular with girls her age. I hope you will join us."
"Who all is going?"
"Just me. Aleyah and Abdul. And hopefully you, too."
~~~
Main difference of opinion: Razia is not interested in being on the Stage! She is an artist...but Sonya thinks she can be more successful as an actress...

Sonya is afraid--probably for all the wrong reasons and constantly fights any interaction for Raz with her father. Then she meets a young woman who is sharing a child with her ex and she starts helping Sonya think through things. At the same time she announces that she is interested in Sonya for possibly more than friendship...

Readers may think that these people are all messed up! But, underneath, each one of them wants love and happiness and it winds up to be lots of fun watching everybody's lives being turned over by one young girl... Important issues including religion, infidelity, sexuality, family relationships are all examined as eight or so people try to deal with what was once "normal" for all of them...

And then there are Sonya's parents and brother...let me just say, she's better off without them, in my opinion, of course...LOL

And Lydia? Who? She's out in the cold...

Be prepared to enjoy! But we also learn more about the Muslim family, adoption, and discovering one's sexuality...Lots to Consider; don't miss this one...



GABixlerReviews



Sheryl Sorrentino is the literary pseudonym of Myra S. Mitzman, a successful business and real estate attorney who conceived and wrote her first novel, Later With Myself: The Misadventures of Millie Moskowitz, after her father died and his well-kept family secret shed new light on shocking events that had haunted her from childhood.
Immediately after launching this captivating and painfully "memoir-esque" autobiographical fiction work, Sheryl penned An Unexpected Exile, fast-paced women's fiction that exposes the psychological inner workings of Risa Weinberg, its 29-year-old protagonist whose capitalist guilt and sexual bewilderment all but derail her purported personal and professional aspirations (a uniquely female phenomenon with which Sheryl is all too familiar).
With her August 2012 launch of her third novel, The Floater, Sheryl offered readers a controversial-yet-sensitive story about a mature female protagonist (Norma Reyes) who takes on the private demons and occupational hazards threatening her prospects for happiness. Called "The Rocky of Legal Dramas" by New York Times best-selling author Ken Morris, The Floater proves that, while justice may be hard to come by, there's always equal opportunity to succeed in love.
Through her edgy, pull-no-punches writing style, Sheryl has forged a unique subgenre of women's fiction that she calls, "Real Fiction for Real Women™"-socially-significant, culturally-inclusive stories of women's real-life struggles presented in a compelling, intimate, and always entertaining voice. Sheryl's fourth novel, Stage Daughter (just out!), continues the trend with a thought-provoking story featuring a biracial/bisexual mom, a traditional Muslim dad, and their illegitimate pre-teen daughter-three highly diverse but inextricably connected characters grappling with single-motherhood, adolescent rebellion, blended families, and religious intolerance.
Sheryl Sorrentino lives in the California Bay Area with her husband and daughter.

A practicing attorney by day and prolific author by night, Sheryl Sorrentino writes Real Fiction for Real Women. To learn more, visit her website at www.sherylsorrentino.com, follow her on Twitter (https://twitter. com/ SherylSorrentin); and "friend" her on Facebook (https://www.facebook.com/sheryl.sorre...). And for a sampling of Sheryl's edgy and entertaining musings, check out her blog at http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/...
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