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Hi! I have to laugh at myself on this one...Not Really, I neglected one site from which I usually check to find out exactly who R. J. Halbert was! It was recommended to me on Facebook--couldn't find the original notification, sigh) So, of course, I went looking on Facebook! Even as I noticed that this book had special inserts for music, I didn't find it... Now after many have already come to visit on this latest wonderful book, I find that this is a writing duo...and also, professionally and musically connected with the Kelly Clarkson Show...! But, I'm still curious about the music inserts... If I find out anything more, I'll be back!
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Stop it, Lyana … Today is not the day. Lyana shook the intrusive thoughts away and refocused on her surroundings. The further they travelled away from downtown, the more serene the surroundings felt. The streets were lined with historic homes, perfectly manicured lawns, and lush, tree-filled rolling foothills in the background. Three miles … two miles … one mile.
Right on cue, Boston’s “More than a Feeling” came on the radio. Lyana looked back just in time to see Ariel and Zach sharing a sibling moment, rolling their eyes as she and Ian mimed the iconic opening guitar riff. They sang along in full voice.
{listen}
I looked out this morning and the sun was gone Turned on some music to start the day
I lost myself in a familiar song I closed my eyes and I slipped away
The music continued as they made their way towards the house.
It’s more than a feeling {More than a feeling} When I hear that old song they used to play {More than a feeling} I begin dreaming {More than a feeling}
“Re-routing,” the voice from the GPS chimed in. They had missed the turn while basking in their musical glory days. Ian turned around and headed back the way they’d come. Within minutes, the GPS left them baffled once again. “Re-routing. Please make a U-turn ahead.” “I don’t understand. It says it should be right here, Lyana,” said Ian. “You must not have been paying attention. Turn around and I’ll look to the right. You look left.” “Re-routing. Please make a U-turn ahead.” “Argh! This is the same stretch we just did. See there’s nothi—” They turned around one more time, before finally spotting the nearly hidden driveway that was numerically out of order and barely marked.
They turned down the driveway and entered what looked like a gateway into another world. Bushes were thick on each side, leaving just enough room for the car to pass. Only a few brave rays of sunlight broke through the shadowy trees that lined the narrow path. Ian drove for what seemed like miles. “Where is the house?” asked Zach. His voice was almost a whisper. The sky grew dark and low-hanging fog marched toward them, making it difficult to see in the distance. It was mid-morning, but it might as well have been dusk. An uneasy hush settled throughout the car.
The change in scenery from the quaint downtown they had just experienced was stark; this was the opposite of what she had hoped to find. Lyana needed this to be so much more than a new beginning, or a fresh start. Trying to make sense of it all, tears began to gather in Lyana’s eyes. The sudden shift in the car from hopeful expectation to uncertainty triggered painful memories of the devastation and heartbreak she felt after the loss of her mother earlier that year. On top of living through the unthinkable only a few years earlier, the heartbreak of losing her mother nearly pushed her over the edge. Even though their relationship was strained, in her culture family was everything. Each generation was deeply connected to the next and losing her mom felt like a vast piece of her was gone forever.
Lyana had been an outsider in her small Irish community with her long dark hair, olive complexion, and brown eyes. Her family moved to the area in pursuit of the American Dream and had lived there for years, several generations calling it home. She was the first one to leave. From the very beginning she and Ian knew it wouldn’t be an easy road for two small-town kids looking to pave their own way and leave life in that small town behind, breaking free from the generational expectations attached to them within the confines of a twenty-mile radius. They were so young and naïve—they believed just walking away from where it all began would give them a chance to fix the brokenness within. That belief crumbled in the months leading up to the night Lyana had taken the kids and left. Ian had come too close to repeating the mistakes of his father. It was the darkest season of life they had known. Once again, she was the first one to leave...
“No, I didn’t know that. But … speaking of fog …” began Ian. “Is this going to be one of those lame dad jokes?” Zach interrupted. “No, no. Not this time.” Ian stopped walking and Zach nearly ran into him. “I was just going to say that my brain has been a little foggy ever since I got back from the last conference.
I got something for you, as always.” Ian paused, watching Zach’s expression morph from confusion to curiosity, then reached into his pocket and pulled out a woven leather bracelet with a stone attached to it. Zach held out his hand and Ian dropped it into his eager fingers. Zach turned the bracelet over in his hands and looked closely at the stone. “This is so cool!” he said, slipping the bracelet on his wrist. It was a little big, but Zach didn’t seem to mind. “What’s this symbol?” he asked, pointing to the image carved into the stone. “That’s called an ouroboros,” said Ian. “It looks like a snake eating its tail.” Zach traced the intricate circular image with his right index finger. “That’s exactly what an ouroboros is,” said Ian. “It’s like infinity,” said Zach, mesmerized by the gift. “I love it.” They started walking again. Ian was pleased by how much Zach liked the gift. He always brought gifts to the kids after his trips. He welcomed the challenge of finding something unique to surprise them with every time. After a rare moment of silence, Zach began posing questions about infinity. They both loved talking about impossible things and Zach was an expert at asking big questions. Just as Ian was about to respond to Zach, he tripped over something, lost his balance, and fell to the ground. “I’m fine,” he said before Zach could express his concern.
But Zach wasn’t looking at him. He was looking at the ground in front of him. Ian stood up and brushed the dirt from his knees and followed Zach’s gaze. “Dad what is that?” Zach asked. The two began to remove the brush and leaves that had gathered on what, upon closer inspection, appeared to be a door. A door in the dirt. It was a door, framed by crumbling concrete, but to what? A cellar? A shelter? Ian was fascinated by the oversized, rusting hinges that were decorated with what looked like a Celtic symbol. No, much earlier. Different culture. Maybe Sumerian? He leaned in to explore further. “Dad, help me with this.” Ian looked at Zach, who was tugging at the door’s old iron handle. He stepped over and helped Zach pull on it. At first, the door didn’t budge, and Ian thought it might be sealed shut. But then it moved. They pulled harder and the door moved even more. It was heavy—much heavier than Ian would have guessed. With each attempt, Ian’s imagination ran wild with ideas of what might lurk beyond.
“Well, hello,” a voice said from behind them. Startled, Ian and Zach dropped the door with a loud bang and turned in surprise. Ian studied the man. He appeared to be in his fifties and stood about five feet, nine inches tall. The years had been kind to the stranger. He was neither overweight nor frail—probably an athlete in his younger days, thought Ian. His dark hair had begun to recede, and the greys showed ever so slightly through the remaining hair on his head and the unshaven scruff on his chin and jawline. He was unassuming, dressed in workman’s overalls and steel toe boots. His dark eyes, however, had a gripping intensity—they instantly pierced into Ian’s thoughts. Looking into them was like seeing the experiences of his life reflecting back at you. And yet there was a quiet confidence in his demeanor that eased Ian’s quickening heart. “I’m Marshall,” the man said. Ian was trying to recall the name. “The Caretaker,” he added.
“That’s right. I completely forgot.” Ian had wondered, when they closed on the house, when they might run into the caretaker, but then had nearly forgotten about him in the time since. Zach was squinting, carefully studying Marshall. “I’m Ian Keene. And this is my son, Zach.” Zach continued to stare at the man, not unkindly, but wearing a curious expression. Marshall nodded. “Are you fellas a bit lost?” Ian shook his head. “We were just out getting a feel for the property. This is an amazing place.” Zach interrupted his dad with a list of burning questions. “Have you been here long? What is this door all about? Did you know the previous family that lived here? Do you have any kids? Have you …” “Whoa, bud, slow down!” Marshall’s expression didn’t change. Ian couldn’t tell if he was bothered or tickled by Zach’s curiosity. “I’ve been here as long as I can remember,” he replied. He didn’t bother to answer the other questions. The light of day was starting to fade as the three stood at the mysterious door. Ian was about to press for more information about the door when Zach spoke up.
“Uh … Dad, we should get back.” Ian recognized Zach’s tone. It wasn’t one of fearfulness—Marshall seemed like a harmless enough man—but one of slowly building anxiety. The sky was darkening, after all. Their explorations had simply left them without a concept of time. Marshall nodded, looked over at Zach. “You two really should hurry along before …” He froze. It was almost as if he’d seen a ghost. The sudden change in Marshall’s demeanor unnerved Ian, but it was short-lived. Marshall continued, “Before it gets too dark. You wouldn’t want to get lost in this forest.” Marshall had positioned himself in front of the cellar door, a subtle signal that their explorations had come to an end for the day. “I’ll be happy to show you around the property another time.” “We just might take you up on that,” said Ian. “It was a pleasure meeting you, Marshall. Come on, Zach.” Zach stared a beat longer at Marshall, then focused back the way they’d come.
As the two of them walked away, Zach glanced back toward Marshall. “He’s already gone,” said Zach. Ian turned to see that Zach was right. Marshall had left just as quickly as he had appeared. Zach turned his focus back to his father. “Well, that was weird.” “Yeah, you think?” The two of them talked about meeting Marshall and laughed about how they had completely forgotten someone else lived on the property. They couldn’t believe how quickly time had passed during their adventures. As they approached the house, Zach ran on ahead, clearly eager to share their adventure with his mother and show her his new bracelet. Ian walked in as Zach was excitedly talking about the door in the dirt.
Lyana stood up and swiped at her face, brushing the hair back from her eyes and smearing paint near her eyebrow. Her face and hands had more than a few splotches of paint now. She’d clearly been hard at work while they were away. Ariel came running down the stairs to see what all the commotion was about. “You found what?” asked Lyana. “Dad and I found an old cellar door in the woods, and then we met Marshall.” “Marshall?” The look on Lyana’s face told Ian that she had forgotten as well. He laughed and said with a smile, “The Caretaker!” “Oh, of course! I’d forgotten about him.”
Lyana’s face suddenly went white. She looked over at the stove, then the refrigerator. “I’m sorry, I totally lost track of time. I don’t have a dinner plan.” Ian already had his phone out. “No worries. I just found a pizza place that looks promising,” he said. Later, their appetites sated, Ian took in the scene before him at the kitchen table. Their stories had painted the house with joy. It practically glowed from the roars of laughter, the energy of its new residents bringing it to life again. Still, two stray thoughts threatened to distract him from that joy. What had spooked Marshall? And why did the man seem familiar? Ian shook the thoughts from his head. Surely it was nothing. • • •
Marshall slipped amongst the trees to watch Ian and Zach head back to the house. When young Zach turned around to look for him, Marshall shook his head. This is an unexpected twist, he thought. When the two finally disappeared into the distance, a sudden breeze picked up and swirled the leaves into a ground tornado, conveniently covering the cellar door once again. Marshall glanced up into the trees and shook his head again, allowing a half-smile creeping onto his face. A few moments later,a puzzled Marshall walked through the front door of his rustic cabin, closing the creaking door behind him. The late evening sun trickled in through the singular window, painting the wooden floor in patches of fading amber light. Marshall went to the bookshelf and scanned it, making sure everything was in its place. It was, and that confounded Marshall even more. He stepped over to his table and scraped a match against the textured surface, then lit the antique lantern that sat there. The smell of kerosene filled the small room. It was a reassuring smell for Marshall. A comforting smell. He desperately needed something comforting in that moment. He sat and picked up a half-finished carving of a ram. He turned it around in his hand, briefly admiring his own craftsmanship, then set it back down on the table. He glanced around the room as he had done so many times before, entranced by the dancing shadows. He was familiar with shadowy places, having spent so much time in them. Like in the wings of an auditorium. Marshall’s eyes grew heavy. He scooted the chair back, stood, pulled the curtain across the window, then shuffled over to his bed and lay down. The flame from the lamp continued to flicker as he lay there, exhausted.
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Ian and Lyana had been friends since children. Both had felt that they never quite fit in no matter where they might have lived. It was only natural for them to take off together...
Still Ian had been quite successful in his career, considering what might be his next major event... It was Lyana who had always been on the hunt for a home. Out of the city in a place where they would be able to smell fresh air of the country... And reconnect as a family... Both of them had been in family situations which were not, to say the least, ideal, so that when she stumbled on an advertisement online, she had proceeded to make an appointment with the realtor, even though Ian had not yet returned from overseas...
Driving into what seemed a quaint, older town where children played outside, people were stopping to talk to their neighbors, Liana became even more enthused. It took a little time to actually find the place, but when they did, it was hard to believe that it was available! Ariel and Zach were their children and they, too, felt the draw of the town, their new home... Actually, it was...Amazing!
And yet...even as they were moving toward the home, there were people coming out who looked like they couldn't wait to get out of the house. Later, the realtor confirmed that he'd had trouble finding somebody who wanted to stay, even once they had moved in...
Even Ariel had asked in wonder, "Are We In Narnia?"
What could be wrong with those other people who had wanted to leave? Lyana whispered to herself, It's Perfect!
It was so perfect, that Lyana immediately began to bring the pantry into use so they could begin to bring in what was needed to begin cooking...and more... She was almost done and decided to put the mirror that had been in the room, back where it had once been... It was then she stood looking at her image, only to be distracted by a small girl moving behind her--who was she? But when she turned around, there wasn't anybody there... But Lyana would often stare into the mirror, only realizing later that she had lost so much time. What was happening?
Then when Ian had gone off to explore the house, only rushing back later to talk about the fantastic room he had been in, knowing he wanted it for his office... Only when he went back with Lyana, they couldn't find the room, even though he had been describing it to her as they searched...
Halbert leads his readers in and out of situations and then leaves us wondering--tantalized--quite in the web of mystery about this house in which many had refused to even live in. But, now, there was so much about the place and the town that made them happy to be there... But Lyana soon began to show signs of forgetfulness, of gazing off into somewhere where there was nothing there. Her health began to decline more and more...
It was Zach, who had once been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome who began to work to put things together of what could be happening... Early after they had moved in, Zach had found a door built into the ground. The Caretaker had approached them that day for the first time and, as it was getting dark, had suggested he would show them around the grounds at another time. But Zach had never forgotten that mystery and talked his sister into going to find it and see what it was... That day, they did get in and Ariel quickly saw a bracelet that belonged to Zach!
When Zach had first arrived in the house, he wanted to pick out his room, went towards the steps and started counting... 13... It was one of the things that calmed Zach and so each trip upstairs would be counted... until the day that when he counted, he counted 13...14...15... Zach was now even more determined to discover what hidden secret this house had!
And I can guarantee that readers will have the same heighten curiosity! The book keeps readers in suspense right from the beginning on through to nearly the end... Highly recommended! Unique, creative, and delightfully entertaining...
“Any chance you two could spend another Christmas in Lausanne?” Rich and Lindsey blinked at the webcam computer image of Hank Reardon waiting for their answer. The two were shocked speechless. They’d been kidding around for the last four hours about all the kinky fun they planned to have, now that they were alone for the first time since June. They’d gotten up at three that morning to get LJ and Morgan to their nine a.m. flight to Houston for Christmas break. Now, they were drinking celebratory glasses of Cava in anticipation of an early bedtime. In contrast to their light mood, Hank’s was uncharacteristically solemn...
“Why are you laughing? What’s so funny?”
“I can’t believe we’re doing this. Again. For the third time in less than a year!” Lindsey picked up her champagne flute, drained it, and nodded a, “Yes, please” at the Swiss airlines steward who stood waiting with a refill. Turning to Rich, she held the now-full glass up in a mock toast. “Here’s to our quiet Christmas alone in Pismo Beach.” After a big swallow, she continued, a bit coldly, “Humor me, please. Exactly how did you decide that Hank shouldn’t say anymore? Who on earth would have tapped his phones or bugged his house? And why would they even consider doing that?”
Lindsey wasn’t happy about this unplanned trip to Lausanne,
and she wanted to make sure her husband knew it.
She’d gritted her teeth throughout the previous two days of
lining up Jodi Tamarack and a dozen Cal Poly grad students
to care for the Dobermans and the new batch of Agouti research mice that had finally arrived for the Longevive study.
Getting them had been far more complicated than either she
or Liisa Reardon had thought it would be.
To eliminate genetic variation among the mice they were studying, the scientists used what are known as agouti mice.
These mice had jumpstarted epigenetic research when both
the function and switchoff of the agouti gene was understood,
ending, once and for all, the myth that DNA is destiny.The agouti gene causes mice to be voracious eaters, born with abnormally yellow-colored fur instead of the usual brown. Agouti mice are prone to obesity, cancer, diabetes, and early death. Remarkably, the gene can be switched off simply by feeding pregnant mice foods rich in methyl donors, suchas strawberries, onions, and leafy green vegetables. The result is lean, brown mice. It was the agouti mice experiments thathad made the kind of epigenetic research Lindsey and Liisa were doing with Longevive possible. They had also formed the basis of Lindsey’s research with the Dobermans.
Because Lindsey would merely be duplicating Liisa’s research,
the two scientists had planned to breed at least two generations of control and research mice by mid-December. But Ariana, Liisa’s head tech, had promised their entire collection of Agouti mice to other ASL researchers, and the wait for the mice had put them behind. It wasn’t that the Longevive protocol was complicated. Quite the opposite. It merely involved separating the group of sixty-four animals into two groups, one control, the second experimental, then giving the drug to the experimental group only. They would then conduct seven simple physical measurements of both groups daily. It wasn’t that different from any Junior High science experiment, but Lindsey was nervous about it. It had been over two years since she’d conducted any animal research with mice—since before she’d been indicted.
Perhaps that was why she found herself resenting the hell out
of this interruption due to another crisis at Andrews, Sacks,
and Levine.
Glaring across at Rich in the hope of more verbal jousting to vent her extreme frustration, she saw that he was dead to the world. Good thing you didn’t hear a word I said, she thought. It’s not as if racing off to Switzerland is your idea of a fun way to spend Christmas, either. She sat back and collected herself. I hate you when you act like this, Lindsey McCall. She shook her head and smiled at her own over-reaction. The hovering Swiss steward misinterpreted the gesture and wordlessly asked if she’d like a third glass.
“No, I’ve had more than enough, thanks,” she whispered,not wanting to awaken her husband. Glancing at him, she wondered —not for the first time— just why this remarkable man had decided to marry her. Lindsey knew she was anything but easy, that there was a side to her nearly impossible to love. Both her mother and sister had detested the intellectual, unemotional aspect of her personality, but Rich seemed to take it in stride.
Lindsey knew that her shortcomings were also her strengths. It was her detachment that made her good at handling the life-threatening emergencies she faced in her job, and her exacting nature helped her understand the most complex science. But the cost of these characteristics had been devastating. This was probably why she liked that Kelly Clarkson song, “Dark Side,” and had even memorized most of the lyrics.
Humming under her breath, Lindsey thought rather than sang the words: Will you love me? Even with my dark side? But she changed the first line to Can you love me? Until Rich Jansen had come along, she’d pushed every man out of her life in short order. Rich simply wouldn’t allow it. Thank God.
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MALTHUS REVISITED:*
The Cup of Wrath
4th in Lindsey McCall Medical Mystery Series
By Lin Wilder
I was thinking about author Lin Wilder as I finished her latest fantastic supernatural novel, that you really can't tell what an author is going to write about if you just see her picture. With Wilder's professional career behind her, she is writing exciting stories that delve deeply into the medical scientific world... And her personal love of dogs comes to play as Lindsey McCall is now at in her new job and working with dobermans!
But just as her latest shipment of animals have come, she and her husband get a call to fly to Switzerland. Although it is Christmas, this time the trip is for helping to end a murderous scientist who is playing with...Mad Cow Disease...
...we planted one of our agents who is also a scientist in Braun’s pharmaceutical company. Until four days ago, we were receiving daily updates from him. We’ve had no communication since last Thursday morning which can mean only one of two things: either Sebastian is dead, or he is being tortured and soon will be.” His gaze narrowed but remained trained on Rich. “Just before he went dark, Sebastian sent evidence of a plan to weaponize prion disease.” Evan’s tone remained cool, as if everyone understood the implications. Apparently, Rich was the only one in the room who didn’t, because all heads nodded at Lindsey’s horrified question, “You think they’ve figured out a way to use Creutzfeldt-Jakob—” glancing quickly at Rich she added, “mad cow disease—as a biological weapon?” Without waiting for confirmation, Lindsey continued, her tone dispassionate. “You have decided not to alert the CDC, the WHO, or any of the hundreds of other international agencies committed to the safety of humanity? You’ve decided to keep the people who know about this to just a handful.” Extending the fingers of her right hand, she stared, then nodded her assent. “You’re right, of course. Making this threat public would result in total chaos, anarchy eventually, and...” her voice drifted off, the enormity of her words compressing her voice into a whisper.
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Two delightful young girls take a somewhat leading role in this book. Lindsey (LJ) is Lindsey's biological daughter who has come to live with Lindsey as she starts college. Shortly after, she became fast friends with Morgan, who becomes one of the heroes of the story... Morgan described herself at one point, “Actually I have been diagnosed with several conditions, including autistic spectrum disorder, Asperger’s syndrome, autistic savant—those are the ones that come to mind now. But—” Morgan was already working with the team trying to stop a major disaster from happening when she supplied that response. The key, however, was that she had supernaturally been having dreams of what was happening to the trial patients being given the virus. She had also started speaking Mandarin and knew where and what was happening...She knew she had to be part of the group to stop this, no matter how dangerous... Then there was King David who was sent by God to a former marine, turned assassin... David had first spoken to Joe Cairns at the age of six but now he was back and told Joe to prepare... He knew he might be heading to the biggest challenge he'd ever faced, but his messages were loud and clear, immediately responding that he would help and then working through how he could make it into the inside. Earlier an undercover agent had been sent into a pharmaceutical research company, to determine how and what was being planned, but his identity had been discovered. He was now held captive and it was up to Joe to discover where he was and help him escape... Although the continuing characters from former books are all there, plus new ones needed to respond to a death threat that was so horrendous that it was hard to even consider, it was the supernatural aspect of this book that overshadows the part played by each of those characters. Each individual seems to know that this crisis is being led with the help of King David and while the adventure is especially high and exhilarating, especially when Lindsey breathes in the poison, there is still a surreal aspect that overlays the entire story. If you've ever tried to imagine what might happen when God takes control and establishes the plan of action, then this is a book that will make you feel as if you are watching His Hand, placing each individual exactly where they need to be at the time they get there, barely! I love this latest book and can't imagine what the next book will cover. What I do know is that this latest book is the best of the series...so far... But I would like one more miracle... to see King David back in another book...still helping Joe... Can't recommend this book enough! I haven't shared too much of the chain of events because it is so tightly woven and complex but if you are a lover of mystery, thrillers and medical-themed stories, don't miss reading Lin Wilder! Highly recommended! GABixlerReviews
In her free time, Lin Wilder enjoys exercising, hiking, listening to beautiful music, gardening and last but certainly not least, reading. She is married to a former Marine and psychologist with 25 years of experience counseling ex- combat veterans. They reside in Nevada with their two dogs. (above) This photo was taken back in 2009. And shows the two dogs, Ally the red Doberman, and Shadow, the German Shepherd mix. These two wonderful boys hiked with me each day as I wrestled with the first book, did combat with my insecurity and fears. Until one March evening in 2014, around nine in the evening, when Shadow and I watched our barely 7- year – old Ally boy drop dead from a lethal cardiac arrythmia. Max, the red Dobie male in the books looks remarkably like Ally. And Shadow looks- and acts- exactly like Christy and Ted Ross’s dog in Do You Solemnly Swear? A Nation of Law, The dark Side.
Funny how that happens.
Best to Start from Book 1
*In Essay on the Principle of Population,Malthus proposes the principle that human populations grow exponentially (i.e., doubling with each cycle) while food production grows at an arithmetic rate. This scenario of arithmetic food growth with simultaneous geometric human population growth predicted a future when humans would have no resources to survive on.