I am entering my winter years.
A privilege denied many that I knew.
Scarred inside and out.
A journey of survival
A privilege denied many that I knew.
Scarred inside and out.
A journey of survival
and near self-destruction.
How I was, is not how I am.
I have no desire or need to prove
How I was, is not how I am.
I have no desire or need to prove
anything, to anyone.
I record our world
and the people in it,
for posterity, and history.
There is no drama in my life now,
There is no drama in my life now,
because I refrain
from being a member
of the dramatics of liars,
and pretenders.
Perfection is not possible,
Perfection is not possible,
but progress
to be a better human being, is.
Into the thirtieth year
Into the thirtieth year
free of firewater.
A curse that was removed.
Day by day a battle of my soul,
to live, and let live.
I don't need or want
I don't need or want
to hurt anyone.
Don't wish bad on anybody.
Not even towards the ones
who gossip and spread lies about me.
I try to represent my ancestors
I try to represent my ancestors
and families
in a way Grandfather will approve.
The spirits see too.
I am a simple man,
The spirits see too.
I am a simple man,
a common man,
who lives with needs,
that I cannot afford.
But am grateful for the little I have.
Thankful is what I have to share.
A'ho
( I took this pic today. )
But am grateful for the little I have.
Thankful is what I have to share.
A'ho
( I took this pic today. )
It's Past Midnight.
I woke up a while ago from a deep heavy sleep,
and put on a pot of coffee.
Life has a way to force my attention on it.
Much too powerful to resist.
Especially when the storms of the world
knock me to my knees,
There comes a time on this journey
when age and having lived,
becomes a book almost completed.
When the loops and the circles
of the crowd shrink,
and all that is left, are nights like this.
Each day that passes
in the shadows of my mind,
is proof that I made it through the challenges.
That I wasn't devoured
by the demands of the evil world
to survive.
What's left for there to say? Not much.
Time becomes more precious,
why waste it on nonsense?
Silence is golden.
My thoughts are overflowing
with visions of living over many years.
All that was, that happened, good and bad,
happy and sad, people and places,
carry me through the long suffering solitude
Where does Grandfather and the spirits fit in?
So distant it seems, and yet so close.
Never far and always near.
But how am I to know for sure?
I guess I just have to believe.
The evidence on this journey behind me,
to remember.
Just my thoughts...
Tu'i yokoria
Buenos dias
Good morning
Thankful.
Ahhhh. Finally got a good night's sleep. I feel rested and fresh.
I stepped outside just as the sunlight broke through, to let Homie inside to eat, and the air is sweet and moist, from the rains.
I stood still and gave thanks, and sent my voice out for us all.
I'm prepared for any and all challenges that may come at me.
Why does God allow so much suffering and evil in this world, if God is all loving?
I don't know.
Maybe because we have been given freedom to make our own choices? To suffer the consequences of our actions?
To choose to do good or evil?
Because the problems in the world are caused by the choices we humans create?
Why Pray?
Maybe because God gave us the choice to believe or not, that we can turn to prayer, and God will hear us, and answer us? Protect us? Meet our needs? Heal us?
I don't know.
But I believe.
Oh, the mysteries of life.
May WE have a blessed day with much healing, and OUR prayers are answered.
Paas into waata
I'm still learning.
Still growing. Still stumbling.
Still standing up facing the storms.
God must have a purpose
To carry me so far this far
That I've been unable to see
In me clearly.
Telling my stories is all I have to share
For the broken hearted
For those gone who could not write.
For today
I remain.
Manny and others often provide the peace that passes understanding....
I support this brother...will you help?
Manny is like many of us who are scared under these politicians
But...most indigenous people were already suffering...
Now it's worse with such high prices...
There are multiple way through which we can protest the
Power of Greed...
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