Wednesday, May 22, 2024

The False White Gospel: Rejecting Christian Nationalism, Reclaiming True Faith, and Refounding Democracy by Jim Wallis

 


If you want Peace, work for Justice. 

—Pope Paul VI 

January 1, 1972





FOREWORD: THE LOVE BATTLE TO SAVE THE SOUL OF AMERICA 

We are in a battle for the soul of America. But it is not, and has never been, simply a political battle. Ours is a moral struggle over who we take ourselves to be and what kind of country we want to live in. The moral question sits at the heart of our troubles today. It has been a central question since the founding of the Republic and the moment of crisis when it felt as if the entire experiment would fall apart. On the eve of the Civil War, in his first inaugural address, President Lincoln understood the moral gravity of the moment. “I am loath to close,” he said: We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.* Lincoln’s words were a hopeful and desperate gesture: an appeal to those preparing for war that they would, instead, reach for their better angels and not secede from the union. But at the heart of the American experiment, and Lincoln understood this intimately, rested a distorting and disfiguring view: that some people, because of the color of their skin, ought to be (dare I say must be) valued more than others. This view took shape in the context of a country committed, at once, to the ideals of democracy and to the evil of slavery. And that contradiction threatened to rend the soul of the nation. But the break had already happened. Before one cannon was fired at Fort Sumter, American Christendom had split over the issue of slavery. The Civil War had already begun over the moral question of holding another human being as chattel. Some Christians found religious justification for their greed and prejudices. Others condemned the practice. Those held in bondage and who bore the brunt of the cruelty of slavery dared, as the theologian Howard Thurman said, to redeem the religion profaned in their midst. This dramatic split would come to characterize the nation’s religious landscape as race segregated the idea of the beloved community and many were willing to die and kill to maintain it all. Frederick Douglass would put the point more poignantly: “The slave auctioneer’s bell and the church-going bell chime in with each other, and the bitter crises of the heart-broken slave are drowned in the religious shouts of his pious master.” The historian David Wills has insisted that one way to tell the story of American religious history is through this “encounter of black and white,” an encounter that “occurred within the context of a slave system”† and the world it created that colors how we see each other and how we imagine being together. And here we are over 160 years after Lincoln’s first inaugural address still grappling with the moral question of who we take ourselves to be and how a certain distorted view of Christianity sanctifies our hatreds and fears. Will we reach for our better angels? Jim Wallis has spent a lifetime bearing witness in the face of injustice. He has worked diligently to organize faith communities and leaders to cast away the idolatry of race and to live the gospel. In this powerful book, The False White Gospel, he takes on the latest American expression of white Christianity. Without mincing his words, he understands that white Christian nationalists have clothed their hatreds in the garments of their faith. They sacralize power and worship at the altar of autocrats who all too often profane the message of Jesus. These are the descendants of those who so easily reconciled Christianity with slavery and Jim Crow. But Jim Wallis, as he has always done, refuses to sit by silently as these forces hijack his tradition. He understands that this moment is a moral crisis that cries out for courage and conviction and, especially, for Christians to defend their faith by finally leaving behind the idea that some people ought to be valued more than others. And he provides the tools for the fight with Scriptures and commentary that guide our hearts, our minds, and our actions. His is an invitation to us all to engage in the moral battle. In February 1960, James Baldwin spoke at Kalamazoo College in Michigan. The talk would be published the next year in his book, Nobody Knows My Name. It is a fascinating meditation on the idea of America and the so-called problem of minorities. With typical insight and power, Baldwin insisted that “what we really have to do is to create a country in which there are no minorities—for the first time in the history of the world.” But, for me, it is how he arrives at this piercing insight—through an interrogation of the role and place of Black people in American life and our view of God—that speaks to the power of The False White God. He wrote: [T]he role of the Negro in American life has something to with our concept of what God is, and from my point of view, this concept is not big enough. It has got to be made much bigger because God is, after all, not anybody’s toy. To be with God is really to be involved with some enormous, overwhelming desire, and joy, and power which you cannot control, which controls you. I conceived of my own life as a journey toward something I do not understand, which in the going toward, makes me better. I conceive of God, in fact as a means of liberation and not a means to control others. Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up.‡ God cannot be shackled to the evils of white supremacy nor imprisoned in communities that claim Him as their possession. Baldwin insists that to be with God involves something more expansive and evolving—that it is in “the going towards” that we grow and are made better. Jim Wallis preaches this every day and, in this book, he calls the nation to grow up and he calls us all to fight the love battle to save the soul of America. 

—Eddie S. Glaude, Jr.


From His (Jim Wallis) Introduction:

...I suggested that, perhaps, this was a “Bonhoeffer moment” for the American church. They all knew who Dietrich Bonhoeffer was. A young pastor like themselves, he led the “confessing church” movement in opposition to the rise of Nazism in Germany during the 1930s. These were a small minority of churches who dissented from the acquiescence and loyalty of most German churches to Hitler’s rise to power. In particular, the confessing church was marked by a younger generation of seminarians whom Bonhoeffer taught and some even lived in community, and whose life together became central to the Christian resistance to the Third Reich. I told them that history doesn’t repeat but it often does rhyme, in the words of Mark Twain, and the rise of another racialized authoritarian movement in America—right now—also calls us to a faithful response. Reflecting on Bonhoeffer and asking together what a confessing church might look like in America now turned into an amazing and insightful conversation—one that I hope to see happening across the country. Where is that Christian resistance emerging now, and where is the true gospel being recovered and reclaimed in response to the false white gospel of Christian nationalism now on the rise? I reminded them that Bonhoeffer failed in his attempt to stop Hitler and was executed in the end—hanged by the Nazis, along with many of his seminarians, in a concentration camp only days before the Allies arrived. But, I asked, how many of the German church pastors who supported Hitler do they remember now? None, of course. The witness of Bonhoeffer later inspired the South African churches as they helped bring down the apartheid regime; and now we were talking about him again. The truth-telling about racial justice and reconciliation that we now need will, indeed, cost some pastors their jobs and pensions and parsonages; and it will lead to other pastors and leaders of predominantly white churches losing significant numbers of their congregants. A yet unknown number of white Christian leaders will find the courage to stand up while others submit to the “cheap grace” that Bonhoeffer warned against. There will be churches that stay open and faithful to the inclusive and reconciling gospel, despite the loss of some of their members, and new members—especially young people—may join them because of their authenticity and courage. The suffering that comes with the courage to stand against the rise of authoritarian racism cost Bonhoeffer and other resistors to Hitler their very lives. Indeed, one of the pastors in the room that morning recalled a quote by Bonhoeffer, “When Christ calls a man, he bids him come and die.” But what it might mean to die to self and live for the gospel truth of Christ is yet to be known in our time, and these young pastors were all wrestling with that. While we can and must work against such violent outcomes, it is increasingly clear that voting rights, racial equality, civic justice, and democracy itself are now at serious risk in America—and that is becoming an understatement. This is a time of testing—both for the future of our democracy and for the integrity of our faith communities. We are literally in a battle now between false religion and true faith and between racial fascism and multicultural democracy. That fight stems from fear, the motivator of hate, and the threat of violence. Helping to set us free from that fear, hate, racism, and violence is the purpose of this book. I had said in my talk the previous evening that “crossing the color line” is the pilgrimage that has, and continues to change my life. I believe that crossing the color line to a genuine multiracial democracy will be the path that finally fulfills America’s promise. And where the congregations of all faith traditions stand in this battle for the soul of America will define the authenticity of our faith at this critical historical moment. It will also determine whether a new generation will have any interest in embracing any of our faith communities. Like growing numbers of young people around the country, many of my students at Georgetown are not currently practicing any religion and are in the “none of the above” religious affiliation category. But most of these “nones” still believe in God or something beyond themselves, and are looking for authenticity and courage in both leaders and institutions. Democracy, faith, and the generational future of our faith communities are all at stake...

~~~


For reference...
Donald Trump has already been found guilty in two civil courts
one for falsification of state records; one for rape and defamation
Now going on is Criminal Court; This video refers to the one major defense witness for Donald Trump. 
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Bringing Peace Through Words

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Sunday, May 19, 2024

Tears and Crimson Velvet: A Legend of the Mask Tale by A. L. Butcher - A Personal Favorite, Again! Look to the Right to Click!

There is nothing on Earth

to be prized more than true friendship. 

--Thomas Aquinas

The back story told to us by A. L. Butcher just may be the most perfect story that could ever have provided all we wanted to know... Why did the Phantom of the Opera wear a mask... While I would love to see more books in this series spotlighting the Phantom of the Opera, I will be totally satisfied to finally end what I thought had been left unfinished...

For, surely, with this book, we readers feel as if it must really be true! It all fits... And, now we know, that the reality which led to the type of man that the Phantom had become was... not only quite understandable... but also, inevitable...

It is not what you look at
 that matters, 
it’s what you see. 
Henry David Thoreau

 Angel without wings, 
Damned to hell on earth. 
Caged by bars. 
A soul of music, 
A heart of glass, 
Caged by forbidden love.
 A face of death,
 Distorted and feared, 
Caged by a mask. 
Creature of darkness, 
Shunned and taunted 
Caged by the world.
~~~


Long before Christine ever came into the Phantom, Eric's, life, there was another woman. A woman who in the original opera might have played a small part; however, she was, actually, one of the most important women in Eric's life... For she was there that night, at the Fair, where she could hear a voice, a voice like no other she had heard before... Of course, it was long before all of the music that was to come later. This time, Eric's voice soared about dreams--dreams that he must have known would never be his, yet he sang...


“I seek shelter from the storm, I’m not thieving.” He gazed back at her with eyes that looked so deep, so filled with sorrow, that a chill ran down her spine. “I will not return there. I would rather die first,” his voice was low, and the words came uneasily as though he were not used to conversation. They carried the cadence she’d heard when he sang. There was the touch of an accent she was unable to place, exotic and mysterious. He reached for the blanket she held out, wary and unsure, and the movement brought him pain. With spinning head, he stumbled, one arm out reflexively to steady himself. Lise moved before her brain warned her away and catching him, she set him on a hay bale. “I will not make you return. I’ll not call the gendarmes unless you give me cause. Do you have a name?” His amber eyes never left her face, and Lise felt as though he was assessing her, and looking into her soul. “You can call me Erik, it’s a good a name as any.” “Erik? I am Lise, Madame Giry. This is my stable and my land.” It wasn’t strictly true as her property belonged to her husband, but it gave Lise a little confidence. The uncomfortable silence eventually broke as Lise eyed the bloody shirt. “That blood – is it yours?” Erik looked down and shrugged before regretting the movement. “Some. Not all.” After a pause, he continued, “I will be hunted no doubt, at least when this storm abates. I am not safe.” In that stable, smelling of hay, horses and slightly of blood and rain Lise made a decision which, had she known it, would change her life in years to come. “Look at you! You can hardly stand, let alone run. How far will you get like this? I’ll warrant no further than the brook. This storm will kill you if nothing else.” Lise paused, awkward in the silence then drawing up her courage and compassion continued, “I heard you sing, I saw you and how that man treated you,” Lise tried to smile at him, offer comfort. Erik stared, unused to compassion. He sat, not really comprehending, taut and wary. “I am dangerous, Madam. I’ll be gone from here soon, just needed to rest.” His voice faltered and weak he leant back, his strength gone. “Wait here. Well, that’s a foolish thing to say as we’ve established you’ll not get far. Keep out of sight and be quiet. I’ll be back.” Lise reached for his hand; chary, and confused Erik pulled it back. As she left, he tried to stand and failed. Weak, he groped for the knife he’d pulled from August’s midriff before he’d run. Erik knew he should leave, but he was injured, wet, exhausted, had no money and was covered in blood. How many masked men were there in these parts? He’d bet his life he was the only one. Without the mask, he had no hope at all but if he could get a cloak, hood or scarf he could hide most of the mask. In the dark, he looked pale but without the mask but his face drew far too much of the wrong kind of attention, a fact Erik knew to his cost. He’d rather die than return to a cage, either the one he’d left or a prison cell, of that he was sure. Erik would fight unto death, if that is what was required, and he was becoming acquainted with the Grim Reaper, or he thought, grimly, apprenticed. Another death would make no difference now, he was damned and condemned as it was. If he was caught, he was a dead man. Later he thought, unaware August survived, that the first killing, the one of desperation, was the hardest. After that bridge was crossed there was no going back. He’d learn as the years passed how frail human life was, and how easy to take. And how little he cared for it. But here and now Erik was afraid, confused and, if he’d admit it, helpless. Lise ran, sliding in the mud and without her cloak. The house was mercifully quiet but still, she crept around, bundling up what she sought. “Is this stealing if it’s my own house?” she wondered then finally snatched up a basket from the pantry and a small bucket of water and as she heard a sound at the door slipped back into the sodden evening trying not to overbalance in the mud, and overburdened. Erik was still where she had left him, and tugging the door almost closed as best she could Lise lay her bundles down. “Let me see your wounds? I’ve tended my father and his horses before. I am not totally unskilled.” “Did you enjoy the show, with the other gawpers?” Erik asked still unable to believe this woman was helping him, for no other reason than kindness. There was an edge in his voice now more of weariness than wrath. He was so used to the mocking, the fear and the hatred he barely knew how to cope with this situation. Lise was taken aback by the question, hesitating, she realised Erik had known little or no kindness in his life and simply was unaccustomed to dealing with it. “I enjoyed the singing very much, Erik. You have a wonderful voice.” The rest remained unspoken, but Erik’s eyes glittered in the semi-dark and hers filled with tears. There was silence as she pulled open his shirt, biting back a cry as livid bruises patterned Erik’s chest and side, and beneath she saw older scars, some not long healed. A livid deep slash the length of her finger was the source of most of the blood. With care, she wiped away the blood and tried to stem the flow. “What happened? That’s a bad injury.” “I refused to sing, so August beat me. This time I fought back but he had a knife...”
~~~

Madame Lise Giry was newly wed when she heard that voice, She had married an older man, a soldier who was committed to service to his country... And, almost immediately after they married, he left her with a home full of servants who already knew more about what needed to be done than Lise could ever learn... And, as servants are prone to hear all, they knew that the Master of the House's older children were not pleased to have a young woman be brought into their homeplace... And so it was that Lise would often go for walks, just to get away from all of those who watched her--what she chose to wear that morning... what she had requested for her next meal, knowing she didn't even know what options were available... or how to properly use the silver...

And so, we readers can imagine that Lise, after having heard the voice singing not too far away, she chose to walk out close enough to hear...


Lise realized that she had never heard whispered words from her husband. Perhaps he had used all of them for his first wife, the one he surely had loved. But now, they were gone, and so she listened carefully to the words of this voice...

And, soon, Lise would take her lunch with her, and stay out to wait for the song she knew would come. The voice was intoxicating and it caused her to have moments of a response so strong that she couldn't wait...


That day, when she had been eating, she stopped, yearning to clearly hear the words  being spoken, as if to her... and, so, as she felt more and more, feelings that she had never felt caused by her husband, again she moved closer and closer, so that she could actually see the man who sung...

He was in a cage!

She rushed forward, then realizing what she was doing, slower, so she could watch the people surrounding the man, throwing coins into the cage as if to pay him for the song--the song that was so beautiful that it sounded like an angel...An angel of God! How could he possibly be caged!?

Closer, closer... and then a man started yelling at the man, at the crowd... SEE HIM! SEE HIM! Come and see the Freak who sings like an angel...but is a devil!

And Lise watched as the man was whipped, to get him out of his cage, only to be whipped again and again and the crowds stood, some cheering, Again! Again! while those women who had been drawn, also by his voice, cried...as Lise was also crying...Wanting to reach out, to help him...

So she waited, all the coins were tossed and the crowd faded away. Lise now knew from the shouting that the man said that He Owned Him! What nonsense is this she wondered. How could one man own another, but then she remembered what his owner had done... He had ripped off the mask! Lise pulled back in shock, but not in fear, knowing that anybody who had that voice could not be dangerous... She moved even closer after everybody was gone... And she spoke, she gave him what was left from her lunch, just a roll, but she needed to at least let him know that she cared... enough... to have seen him as he was...and had not backed away in horror, in fear... 

It may have been the first time in his life, that Eric had received a kind gesture... an individual who had not turned away from him, as he was... had actually spoke to him with a touch of concern, of caring... It was, to him, now, a reason--to want to escape! Her friendship had given him...hope...


So, perhaps, Lise was not really surprised, totally, that Eric showed up that night near her home... She rushed to provide him food, clothing and shelter...

And when the police came looking for the creature who had escaped, having beaten his owner nearly to death... for the first time in her Catholic life, she lied. She lied to protect him...

Eric was gone the next morning...

But that would not be the last time Eric would come into her life, to help his one true friend who had once given...him...a reason... to want to live!


Lise came to the Opera House, where she spent many, many hours sitting with Eric...


Lise had prayed for Eric that first time she saw his owner beating him--praying to God that he would not be killed...

Once when they talked she asked him why he had been beaten. Eric explained that he had refused to sing... And then he turned to her, afraid to even ask but he needed to know... And when she told him that he had a wonderful voice and she was thrilled to be able to hear him sing, he tried to believe her, because his singing was important to him... If he believed in a god, then that gift was the only one He'd given him..

But it was never enough... So that when Lise spoke of God she saw him change, Lise saw the fire, and the hatred, as he cried out, "Do not talk to me of God. I was forsaken long ago and there is no redemption for me.”

One of the reviewers I read said that she had cried as she read this book. I did not. I was saddened that once again I was reading another book which revealed just how badly man can turn against man... even though God His Father is there Loving His Child... Lisa tried... In the end, I think, that it was her presence that gave Eric the only peace he had ever known...For she had found her way down into his home deep within the Theatre... and talked with him, sometimes sewing... sometimes listening to his voice... but it was never enough... It was inevitable...


Readers, once again, A. L. Butcher has presented a must-read for Fans of the Phantom of the Opera... Or, please consider reading this as a love story--like no other that you may have read... Unrequited, perhaps, but it is indeed not what you may look at, it is what you see. A man who had been born a creature to be scorned by so many, yet, a few, a very few, decided to look behind the face, and even the mask... to see who Eric, the Phantom of the Opera, could have been... And, what he was to become when he himself loved--a love that only one who has been rejected all of his life, could even know how to love... with just a touch of...madness...

In the end, I wanted to think, once again, differently about how this book ended... For Lise loved--exactly as her Father in Heaven had taught her to love... In the end, I think she realized...it was...would have to be enough... Still, she had lost her husband to the war... She had lost her home to his children who refused to recognize her marriage... surely she had expected more from the man she had befriended right from the first time she had heard him sing... How she wished she could hear his voice...once...again... singing just for, her, Lise...

 


Still, I Would So Love to Hear Charles Sing...

Would he sing of joy and happiness?


Perhaps, yes, a new life, to begin...

Openly embracing his past...

Here's one of your new, but true fans, Hoping...

Hint... Hint...

GABixlerReviews


Saturday, May 18, 2024

Fan Fantasy Fiction At Its Finest! Perfect Personal Favorite for A Lifetime - Echoes of a Song: A Legacy of The Mask Tale by A. L. Butcher

 

Note: Videos of both the Screen and Stage are Used today...


The truth is rarely pure and never simple. 
— Oscar Wilde

The Last time I sat enraptured of, for me, one of the top two musical stories gaining Ecstatic Reverence, I sat directly under the falling chandelier! I've traveled to Canada three times to see The Phantom of the Opera! Quite exhilarating to be enthralled with what my eyes were watching, perhaps, the Masquerade scene on stage... but  slowly a sound draws my eyes directly over my head... (BTW, Jesus Christ Superstar is my other lifetime favorite... both versions for separate reasons)

Ok, I have never used so many words of joy and happiness for one piece of music as brought to me through The Phantom of the Opera by Andrew Lloyd Webber...on stage. The movie was great, but you really cannot grasp the inclusion of being in an audience where mist is rising before you...and you feel as if you are in front of the stream where a small canoe comes out of that mist...

And so it was a thrill as I started reading Echoes of a Song by A. L. Butcher... For, you see, I had not yet made the connection when I was notified that I had won an audible copy of this book... So, I immediately downloaded the ebook as well. But, could it elicit my earlier joy...?

I've referenced the genre Fan Fantasy Fiction, which I have seen used by some writers to show that it is fiction based upon the characters of a fictional story. In case any of you enjoy reading this type of writing. If so, then I suggest that this one is a must-read for all Phantom Fans! Let me tell you more...


Perhaps for many of you who read this book, without knowing anything about the historical fictional background, you will instantly be pulled into a family drama like no other... A mystery of, perhaps, murder, betrayal, or, perhaps, just madness? Or of secrets known but never spoken about? Or, perhaps, like it was for me, a feeling of satisfaction? A closing of an ending to a story that was not what you wanted for the original story? I'm sure you could guess my preferred ending... Butcher did not disappointed! I loved this book!

But, more, for me, since I KNEW this story, even as I read... So, I was also invested in considering which of the original scenes had brought forth this, or that, particular twist of the overall plot... I found myself studying, reading, then having flashbacks to the Phantom... Who was singing this song and in what scene that would have brought forth these haunting words I was now reading. It was a truly fascinating occasion that the author had brought me into!

Echoes of a Song claims Raoul as its main character. Readers enter into his later life ... He has been married and now has three children. Charles, Meg, and Kristina...

Most of Raoul's life, after marriage, has been full of flashbacks... not of events... but of the music--the words--he had once heard and which now plays over and over and over in his head... It is the song, Angel of Music... And others...of his wife singing... But... I began to wonder, was it really just in his head?

His beloved wife, Christine has died in childbirth...

And...it...begins...


Christine! How could he not remember her?! She had sang to him, saying, "Think of Me..." Now, with her gone, how could he still continue to hear her, saying the words, but, never, ever to be sung by her sweet lips. Those lips, those words--Christine's beauty which he had loved from the first second his eyes touched her. Now, never to be able to touch, to kiss, to hold her in his arms... Raoul's loss of his wife was devastating...

But, his desolation was not just his alone. But his children found no warmth and comfort from the only parent they now had. Even, as Charles, the oldest child cried out, Raoul was listening...to...the...music...

Raoul, Comte de Chagny thought back to those years which now seemed so distant. He recalled the night he had asked Christine to marry him. On the roof of the opera house, she had seemed so happy and yet so afraid. He remembered her fears; he thought she was being foolish, believing the superstitions of old man Daae. He remembered the voice he had heard that night and the music he had heard in the graveyard – a voice which had captured his very soul, yet in his youth and jealousy knew it not. At least not then. He had followed Christine, afraid for her safety and envious of this mysterious patron who had her in his thrall. No one on earth could play like that, should be able to play music of such terrible, haunting beauty. She had stood, enchanted, her angel’s voice rising in song and matched by another, equally marvellous. A duet the like of which he had never heard. Raoul had thought to approach her but found he could not. He had nearly frozen to death as the snow fell, but Christine had barely noticed. Then he had seen him... this man Erik, this creature she loved, and he swore to save her from the monster he was. Christine and Raoul played at being engaged; at least she saw it as a game, he with his heart bursting. It was but an innocent game of young love that had become so dark, so cursed by the death that had surrounded them all. He believed that this monster had murdered his brother, and had nearly killed Raoul himself, had he not been saved by Christine’s compassion. Her compassion: to spend her life with a monster, a murderer, merely to save him. This man, this freak of nature who haunted the deep realms of the theatre — Once, so Raoul had learned this man, this creature, had been caged but even then he could feel no pity. The distorted face which lay beneath the white mask, the horror of which he had seen in Christine’s eyes, still haunted Raoul. Erik, this phantom, was a mad genius of music, of magic and illusion, and the dark seducer of an innocent girl. A girl like Christine – naive and simple – had fallen deep beneath his thrall.

It was a woman's sharp voice that pulled Raoul from his memories...but drifted away again, only half listening...

Raoul provided for his family but could not help but feel that Charles was indifferent to his presence. The boy’s face would visibly light up whenever he saw his mother; he would never smile at his father, although until his mother’s death he would crave his approval, perhaps far more than he should. 

After Meg was born, Christine seemed at times also indifferent to Raoul’s company. He no longer saw love in those ocean blue eyes; fondness, perhaps, and even an element of pity . . . but not love. He was “dear, sweet Raoul.” She had loved him with her body and, for a while, her heart. But soon he became aware that she did not love him with her mind, or her soul. Those he knew belonged in the past, and to another. Raoul adored Christine and believed he had forgiven her for her ‘foolish infatuation’. He loved her for her voice, her kindly spirit, and for their children, but sometimes knew that he was alone in his love. She became ill shortly after Meg’s first birthday, a slow progression of weakness; the doctors were unsure of any cause. Raoul himself believed she needed rest and sun. She would be stronger by the summer and so he took them away, to places of warmth and joy, but the melancholy and the creeping sickness refused to abate. She would often sit alone, or with her son, in the gardens, singing quietly to herself and Charles, or reading the tiny, gilt-edged book that she loved so much.  Soon after Charles’ fifth birthday, various items began to go missing. At first, they were mainly small, attractive items such as jewellery. Later, clocks and a music box carefully dismantled had appeared in Charles’ room. He was fascinated with mirrors and would remove the backs of them to ‘see where the face lived.’ It had become an obsession, and forbidding it simply made the boy more cunning, more deceitful in his game. Raoul had first dismissed it as a childhood whim. Christine had said nothing, just smiled sadly at her boy and at Raoul. And so, it continued, unspoken, another topic not discussed between them. As the months and years passed Christine became ever more distracted and ever more distant. The silence grew ever larger between them. *** 

In the dim light of Charles’ room, Raoul saw his son curled up on his bed, arms around his sister. Both fast asleep. Charles had a book clutched in his delicate little hands, and his dark hair lay across his pale face in the darkness. Silver moonlight crept in, highlighting their faces with a strange glow and the shadows left them with mask-like faces. Raoul started, he’d seen such an aetherial countenance before. “Trick of the light,” he told himself. Raoul stared at the sleeping children. He could see none of himself in the boy. Meg was his; she had his eyes, his round face, and his smile. Kristina resembled her mother more each day; it tore his heart apart to look at her. But even she had the de Chagny nose.

And finally hearing his son's terrible words...

Charles turned those haunting, haunted eyes to his father. “Papa, why has God taken her? Why does he hate us so? Is there never to be any happiness in this house now she is gone?"

But happiness and joy slowly faded... The youngest Kristina was the next to die... Was their truly a curse on this family...?


I have tasted new words, but I yearn to know more... Will the curse ever be lifted. Is death the final time when the  Angel's music is silenced? I am imploring the author... Please continue this series... 

Now, I, too once again can hear the music... For... Charles... is... singing...

Butcher has begun a fantastic, unbelievable follow-through series of, as I said, one of the Greatest Operas that has gained worldwide applause... Her words are insightful, her references to the original story are brilliant, and yet, an entirely new story for those who will read it as a standalone book... I've already started the second in series... W0W! Watch for my review!

Even God cannot change the past. 
— Agathon


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Friday, May 17, 2024

Jesus Took Away My Hate - Open Memoir - A New Message ...







It's 2 AM, I came to write... But Jesus Stopped Me...

Remember Me? Let me talk to you first, Ok, Glenda? 

Soon I heard the voice I sang when younger, clear, bright, in love with Jesus, My Father, who art in Heaven, Hallowed Be Thy Name... In Praise of Jesus... 

I have New Words for you to hear.. Let me lift you from your past, all the hurt, all the pain, all the confusion....I will take it away and help you sing again.. I know you feel My Presence...Relax, I Got This, Remember?  Shelter in my Arms, once again, I am Here...With you... Always and Forever... 

You remember with fondness the woman who told you, finally, that you had been abused, Used for your dedication and knowledge, and then, when you started asking questions, refused to lie for them, explained when they were wrong...even told them that they didn't deserve your respect, what did they do? They tossed you away... But, dear Glenda, you had already followed my guidance...you had followed the words of your pastor to get help, you followed the words of your doctor who said that you had to choose between your job and your life... I am so proud of you that you chose Life...

For, even then, Glenda, I had already started a new path for you to walk... And, when that path became one that you could no longer trust, you once again turned... You turned to me because you've always trusted me and know that I will never talk, talk, talk, let never say anything meaningful to your life's path... 

I Got This, Glenda, You traveled down the new road, alone, until you once again found Me. If I haven't told you lately, I love you, my child... I have given you new songs to sing, you may not know the words, but they are the words that will sink into your turmoil, your confusion at the latest display of hatred, of lies, of pressing closely, too closely, that you feel like you can't breathe...

You are sheltered...Now and Forever...Listen to the many voices I have sent to you, telling of My Love with the world's children. All of my children. I love you all... And, I am so sorry when some force you to pause, to feel pain, the pain of loss, the confusion, the worry and concern, got to remember this or that, can't make a mistake, Truth, I must speak Truth... You want to speak the truth now, but nobody will listen... Yet, they do listen and will hear...

We see and hear the hate spewed, we know you felt sorrow. But, remember, I've Got This... 

I can feel the lift from your shoulders...you are hearing my words, relaxing in my embrace. You are mine... You are in my presence right now...when you've stopped to feel me, to hear me...But, know Glenda, I am with you always...and a day...

By these new words, I want to help you realize that I am speaking to many of my children right now all over the world. They, too, are listening. And they, too, know that Hate and Vitriol--yes you spelled it right--I know I am sliding in words that you've never known or used before...But, dear Child, I know all of the words that have ever existed...don't worry about spelling, for I know you well...Feel free to proofread... You are so good at that, you have been the eyes for so many writers who have wanted somebody to read their words and instinctively know what they wanted to say to the world...

But, now, right now, I want you to hear ME. Really, I Got This... Did you not hear that even Michael is speaking differently...he is calmer, and, yes, I am speaking to him, though he is not as open to my words, his pain is much greater, because the man he trusted did more than abuse him...he lied to him continuously and pretended he cared...but we both know that man cannot care for anybody but himself, sadly...

When your mind flashed to Michael, yes, Glenda, I allowed you to stop and listen again so that I could tell you about my love for Michael as well...you are becoming quite a writer, even editing my words to you... I want to laugh out loud... your edit was needed, I agree...

Instead of trying to use your words...let me speak this time... I send peace to all who will hear ME. LOL, Glenda, stop with the proofreading, it's ok not to capitalize my name, I know your mind is flashing to a memory right now, but it's not your boss, that man who drew a black mark across a letter you had just typed... You retyped it because you cared for your own self-image... But, Glenda, I've seen ALL of your mistakes and I still love you. I will never turn away from You or any of those who have accepted my words, my request to come unto me...

Instead of writing, I want you to go ahead and read it over, correct the errors that have been made as your eyes have been closed, better to listen to my words... Remember, I am speaking of my love to so many others... Listen to the words I've sent...Believe me what I have said... we are talking in that particular song... I speak to You and then you repeat what I've said...and you say I believe... Yes, my child...

Follow your path, but listen for those twists and turns you love so much in your books... One is calling to you right now...to be read and talked about, to highlight the special words of meaning that you find...

Go now, time has past... you are free of all those things that had gone through your mind, of what you felt a need to write...but, not today, Glenda...just stop, now... It is time to rest,  sleep, remember, as the song just said, I am a child of God...Yes, recognize it. Embrace it...

And remember, I Got This! 

Jesus, 

Your Friend, Your Father, Your Truth, Your Love, I AM all that you will ever need me to be... 

I AM


Thursday, May 16, 2024

Open Memoir: Continuing... Biden vs Trump - The Documentation of Experience... And a Bottom Line for Today




First, because Joe Biden's Career is fully documented and available publicly, I will not take the time to explore his experience within the Federal Government... for comparative purposes... There is no comparison of the two candidates, in my opinion.

Early this morning, if you read my last post, I awoke shaking, having been sent back into incidents at work which led to my retirement--and a formal firing, LOL Yes, both actions were taken... That's because no leader bothered to talk to me about ending my employment without cause, after nearly 40 years... 

I've had quite a week, so if you want to catch up, give me some time to go through it all and write about it... But the last post really started with the previous post, so you might want to go to that post first... Thanks!

To set the stage, I'd like to present some basic words that may be interchangeable at this time of heighten political actions in America...

I'll use two political leaders we all know:

Joe Biden is a Participatory Leader

Participative leadership is a unique leadership style, also commonly referred to as democratic leadership. Participative leaders guide their employees while encouraging them to provide feedback and participate in decision-making.--Google

Donald Trump, I believe, WAS an authoritative leader at one time 

Authoritarian leadership, also known as autocratic leadership, is a management style where an individual possesses total decision-making power and retains as much authority as possible, often requiring followers to strictly adhere to their directives without much freedom or participation.* --Google 

Donald Trump, has moved beyond an authoritarian leader. He is BORG...

BORG has only one leader. All emotions are removed of those assimilated, by that individual, and used as drones to maintain, expand and assimilate under that leader... Any humans not assimilated are killed. No individual, once assimilated has a name. They are BORG... serving one purpose as directed by their leader...

God Says I AM

vs

I AM BORG

Many have said through the centuries that no man can be above the law... Yet, many have tried...and succeeded in at least a certain location. USSR once claimed they were above the law...USSR fell apart...

Korea was once one country; Now it has been pulled apart...

Iran is the central collective. It funds drones such as Hamas to go out and attempt assimilation...

Of course, I could go on to illustrate what, in my life, I have seen illustrated here on Planet Earth. Authoritarian leaders have come and gone, but people all over the world continue to strive, at a minimum for just the basic needs of food and shelter... Without those, there is no movement upward in terms of human growth ( Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs). America has been seen as somewhat of a scoundrel in our history, and as a savior to many living today...

I have always seen myself as an introvert. Therefore, when I began to work, I chose to work in a support role to others, to leaders of a small part within a larger organization. That first unit was the Office of Personnel at the Land-Grant West Virginia University. I reported to the Director. I had one promotion in that office. I was staff with no authority

During that time period, I was elected by those in the clerical classification of employees to represent them in the newly formed Staff Council. I did not run for office. I was nominated and won the office.  Also during that time, I joined the National Secretaries Association and was elected to the various offices of Secretary, Treasury, and President several times. As an aside, the President of the University's Secretaries both held the president's role before I was elected for the first time. NSA routinely sponsored ongoing clerical/secretarial continuing education, a number of which I was appointed to coordinate. 

In order to move upward, I applied and was accepted as secretary to the Provost of the University, second in command at that time. When two other individuals left positions, I transferred to secretary to the Provost for Instruction. By that time, we had three more Provosts. All secretaries routinely initiated letters for the signature of the University's President, James G. Harlow. President Harlow was a participatory president... During his presidency, the leader of the West Virginia University Medical Center, and Hospital, also became Provost. Charles Andrews, a participatory leader, chose to completely  merge within the University Administration. I was in a staff position with no authority during this period.

By that time, I had been asked to apply for the position in the newly formed Office of Facilities and Utilization. Bill Campbell was hired as an experienced individual from the University of Maryland. He was, also a participatory leader. During his leadership, I began to move into supervisory roles. Because of the senior WVU participatory leaders, when I was named as the Classroom Facilities Analyst, I was responsible for all general-purpose classroom management on all three campus, thus including the Medical Center for the first time. Additionally, I imagine it was because I had previously worked for the Provost for Instruction, I was also assigned to report directly to all Provosts. I was in line authority for the Provost for Finance and staff authority for the other offices. They, in turn, delegated my direct support to all deans and directors across the campus... I then provided staff support directly to all deans of all academic schools and colleges; all directors of support service. In that office, my positions continued to move upward until I was ultimately named as Associate Director and then Acting Director.

Note that during this previous period. I remained as staff support to all those as delegated by those responsible... I had no authority other than that delegated to me by the various responsible officers... What that meant that I acted on all Provosts needs and only went to them when a problem occurred. For instance, between two deans is I could negotiate a satisfactory settlement for both deans, I would seek final recommendation by the Provost.

But...within the Office of Facilities Analysis and Utilization, I was named as Manager, Facilities Information Systems. Additional responsibilities were assigned, I supervised those individual supporting assigned responsibilities to me... However, at no time, did I gain full responsibility; the director of that office always was finally responsible...

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In my opinion, as I have learned of the Trump Organization from various sources of information, including recent civil and criminal trials, Trump has maintained authoritarian control of his entire organization. We do know that he delegated authority to the Chief financial Officer, who, as we now know has been found guilty and is again in jail. My understanding that his children acted as somewhat of a "Cabinet." comparable to the Federal Government. However, at this time, I am not sure whether actual financial responsibility was assigned to his children. Specifically, if they had NO budgetary signature authority, then the Organization operated as BORG-- what I'm calling BORG. BORG is one entity which uses all other entities of his area of authority to improve and expand his power, The Trump Organization. 

Let me use myself as related to Budget Authority. Again, within the Office of Facilities Management (title of office was expanded). I was delegated staff authority on all of my duties and responsibilities. I acted on behalf of each Provost or the President as delegated. I was given financial authority for Reports to the Federal Government regarding facilities data required in support of grants... I was given presidential authority to sign for all temporary leases as requested by the institutions deans and directors to be forwarded to State agencies. I was given Financial authority on the WVU Capital Construction multi-million dollar budget as Associate Director... 

What that means is that I signed my boss's name or my own name as delegated and forwarded it on through State agencies. However, from a line authority organization which is what most institutions use. Nobody other than the president can be declared as fully responsible, except in their own areas of responsibility...

So, consider this... What we have heard through various witnesses, is that Donald Trump signed all checks. There may have been some smaller amounts, like a petty cash account, assigned for authority, such as I had, by the CFO. However, there is evidence given this week that Trump would sign all checks... Therefore, he never gave anybody actual line authority. Except perhaps the CFO...

What that means to me is that, Donald Trump's experience did not even compare to the level of President Harlow, as a participatory leader. That is,  I believe he did, as part of the line authority for WVU, h delegate downward, with each provost having to some extent or total authority over any units under their respective authority.

Or, more simply... Donald Trump's leadership of The Trump Organization falls considerably lower than the duties of the president of a land-grant university...

In my opinion, Donald Trump did not have the training or experience to have become president of the United States... Based upon known facts... I did not vote for him.

Further, let's take a brief look, today, at Michael Cohen who is on trial for criminal charges from actions taken during the 2116 election. First, the only authority that Michael would has is for his credentials to act as a lawyer... He could be found liable if he failed, for instance, to follow the laws related to his position. However, he serves as a staff officer for any client... Within an organization such as The Trump Organization with an authoritarian leader, he would have absolutely no line authority or responsibility. That is, he was never given any level of authority to sign either his own name, or on behalf of Donald Trump. Therefore, from a business profile, Trump has total authority and therefore total responsibility for all documents, checks, etc., that he authorized and signs, sending on to state agencies to act upon. As you know, Trump has already been convicted of fraud within the State of New York...and is in the midst of appealing a judgment made for reimbursement to the State.

The responsibility of The Trump Organization, has been kept at the highest level of authority for most activities. Some delegation might have occurred for specific capital projects... For instance, my director would retain responsibility for legal purposes, even though I was delegated authority to manage and sign off on all financial issues...that would be based upon project officers of various projects... Thus, the children of Mr. Trump may have been given some lower level of responsibility for projects. It is highly unlikely that any of the children would have power to use Trump Organization funds without prior authority.

Trump          Cabinet- children with no financial                                        authority

His CFO

                        Project Office Eric (don't know whether                              CFO delegated authority to sign,                                            especially if Trump signed all checks... 

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The purpose of this post is two-fold... One, I want to make my opinion totally clear. Of the two candidates, Joe Biden has all the credentials necessary for the position of President... Donald Trump does not.

For the purposes of my memoir, Emotionally Damaged: Living with Job Burnout, I will state that as Acting Director of the Office of Facilities Planning and Management (office title changed based upon merge of the former University Architect's Office), I believe the breadth and scope of my own responsibilities were more than Donald J. Trump as president of The Trump Organization... 

One final tidbit: Donald Trump established Trump University. It went bankrupt. Trump was sued by students... I rest my case that he was not capable of being a university president, nor a country's president.

Notice that The Trump Organization is a 2-person type organization...Only one leader, everybody reporting financially through the CFO to top person, Trump...

So, if anybody asks about Trump's qualifications... Just refer that person to this post...  Or, I'm a good listener; I can hear the lies that person has been told...and I'll try to help them open their minds to understand...  

Earlier I stopped for lunch and a small group was talking about the presidency, after Biden challenged Trump to a debate... One of the individuals pointed out that most Americans never actually see the president do any work on a specific project... He delegates...than that person delegates...and that person delegates, and so on...

When somebody says to you, only I can fix it... Don't believe it...

Even if it were Biden... Indeed the news group were correct, no one person needs to know everything, but in order to be that top person, they need to know people skills...how to select and ensure his direct officers know enough from their direct officers...well, you know how it goes, don't you?  Biden remains a participatory leader... for the Federal Government...

But note: he does not have line authority over Congress or the Attorney General's Office... 


BORG WISHES TO ASSIMILATE ALL OF THAT...

BUT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF NONE OF THOSE WHO WERE ASSIMILATED KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING...

During this time, a new president was named...

Immediately changes were made...

...to be continued

 

The Bottom Line
Michael Cohen Has Just Been Caught
Either in a lie or from confusion
It is Irrelevant in my opinion.
During one full year after a new Assistant VP
Was Added to the Organization, 
I was directed to determine and solve the problem with the Capital Construction Budget
I was the new Associate Director
I had had no earlier responsibility for capital construction
All actions were handled by licensed registered architects or experienced facilities planners, one accountant and the Board of Regents staff
That assignment took one full year.
I had to do a complete financial audit of all accounting activities, tracing project budgets, commitments, actual allocations, expenditures, payments made, as well as allocation from the Board of Regents compared to the committed allocation

When I finished, my report went directly to the Board of Regents.
I got the Board's representative call directly.
Dr. Gross, Head of State-Wide Facilities planning
told me that he was accepting my report as accurate, that the Board had not transferred the allocated amount as I'd documented
But...
that the Board no longer had the amount which my audit showed was not yet received by WVU.
He, of course, provided no further information.
He simply said he was giving us what was left,
slightly over $1M Capital Construction designated Dollars

It is irrelevant that Cohen was even the person involved as Trump's fixer...
All financial documentation shows that 
Stormy Daniels was paid $130,000
And that a hand-written note documenting the amount and method of how the money was to be handled has all been provided.

My heart hurt when I heard that Michael had been taunted over and over and over to verify that he had lied time after time to cover his boss's indiscretion.
That's how an authoritarian individual works
Trump has obviously told his lawyer what to do.

I, too, have been caught in such situations
Not of lying, rather about having to explain to academic deans exactly why they didn't get their requests approved or funded.
Based upon an authoritarian leader
who told me everything was now to go through him.

I didn't do it...
I maintained my personal ethics
for the good of the University

GABixler

*Donald Trump has already been found guilty of fraud in business in New York. He now owed nearly 1/2 Billion dollars. Status He is Appealing...

*Donald Trump has already been found guilty of rape in New York. He was forced to pay the complainant $5M. Then, based upon his continued defamation of this woman, a new jury gave the complainant over $40M... Trump is Appealing the amount to be paid.

*At present Donald Trump has been indicted and is now being tried in court...Trial is set to finish, perhaps within the week...

I have to ask... Do you want to be a drone

to be assimilated 

by BORG

I Don't

I'm voting for Freedom

and a chance to participate in America's future!