Wednesday, January 25, 2017

January is Human Trafficking Awareness Month - BRH Reblogs Seduced: The Grooming of America's Teenagers!







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Opal Singleton: My Journey

I wrote this book because I care. I work in combating child sex trafficking in the U.S. and Southeast Asia. Most people think human trafficking is primarily about kidnapping or dealing with coyotes trying to bring foreigners into our country. It is not. Seventy-two percent of human trafficking cases in California are U.S. citizens. Most are our children being accessed, groomed, and recruited into "The Life."
Gangs, pimps, and predators seek out the vulnerable: foster children, homeless children, running-away children, pregnant teens and all kids on the Internet who make themselves available. I sit with parents who are looking for their missing children. I talk with guys and girls who are being blackmailed and recruited because they sent a naked photo to their newfound friend. I make presentations to government officials, corporations, civic groups, churches, and the public nearly seventy hours a week. I drive 3000-4000 miles a month...
To this day, I read every child sex trafficking case in the U.S. and every child porn exploitation case in the world through Google Alerts. I want to teach myself how all of this happens, because almost every time it is different. Predators change their tactics. Pimps are opportunists and they will take the low road every time, but the low road changes...
Then in late 2011 or early 2012, we have a significant case of child sex trafficking that changed my life. A beautiful young girl with a two-parent household was recruited into prostitution in her high school by another girl. This recruiter is called a bottom girl."

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Posted by Million Kids on Thursday, June 5, 2014



 Seduced: The Grooming of America's Teenagers

By Opal Singleton

There will be many individuals who will claim that this book is a must-read besides me... For me, it's the most important book I have read, ever, and probably will continue to be... By now, some of you have realized that Human Trafficking is a topic I highlight whenever books include something about this unforgivable activity that is spreading across the world like a deadly virus!

What I did not know, however, is how human trafficking has become the ultimate goal of criminals in whatever area of corruption is carried on! Drugs are used and gone, it has been seen; but enslaved humans can be used over and over and therefore much more valuable as a product! 

And what is the primary tool by which Children are seduced? The Internet--
particularly that smart phone that you've just handed to your young child or teenager after giving in to their crying, pouting, demanding, just to keep them quiet! The question is, do you routinely monitor their use after that?





Never before in history has there been so much
competition to influence your child's morals,
spirituality, sexuality, gender identity, self-image,
and decision-making. We are at a unique time
in the universe where perfectly normal parents
hand their child a device that provides literally
hundreds of thousands of unknown individuals
around the globe access to their child's
ideological formation 24/7. Until recently the
parent was the single biggest influence in a
young person's life. Proverbs 22:6 says, "Train
up a child in the way he should go and when he
is old, he will not depart from it."
How does that work with the latest technological
advancements? Many parents only have access
to their child about fifteen percent of the day.
The rest of the day the teens spends texting,
tweeting, sharing photos, and chatting in
video chat rooms and online apps. Then there
is school, sports, DVDs, TV, movies, music,
friends and online games. All too often,
parents used technology as a convenient
babysitter...
Who's grooming our children?"
!!!
SEDUCED;
TAKE ONE TWELVE-YEAR-OLD
ADD BIOLOGICAL CHANGES,
HORMONES RAGING
FRONTAL LOBE PARTIALLY DEVELOPED
DESPERATE NEED FOR PEER APPROVAL
HAND THEM A DEVICE WITH 24/7 ACCESS TO THE ENTIRE WORLD
ADD VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ANIMATION
LET THEM CREATE AN AVATAR (A FANTASY CHARACTER IN A REAL WORLD)
OPEN THE DOOR TO NEARLY A MILLION PREDATORS AROUND THE GLOBE TO SUCCEED; HE NEEDS THE APPROVAL OF A GUILD MANAGER 
AND OTHER GUILD PLAYERS...WHO ARE ALSO AVATARS.

Did you follow any of that? If not, you are not prepared to deal with what your child has access to and is probably already using!

Many parents are both working these days as expenses soar...Children are often on their own... In the past, they could moan, "I'm bored." Not anymore! Giving in to just one request--a smart phone--will give your child access to the world. Sure, it helps to do homework...but, believe me, that ad on the TV that shows the little boy hiding what he's really doing on the computer, instead of his school paper, is true!

When I discovered the seduction of games, I was shocked! See yesterday's article for examples of just one game, ONE GAME!

Grand Theft Auto was bad enough to spotlight stealing cars and getting away...but now, the latest has the scenes showing as if your child was in the driver's seat...

And they've added prostitution...where the child can have his own performance to be visualized in his mind as if he were there! What's worse, however, is the finale where the driver kills the prostitute by car--so that he doesn't have to pay for the sex! OMG! This is bad enough for an adult to participate in--but now, just by providing access to the Internet--you allow your child to play the same games! Or you purchase them for them, thinking that the game is all about fast cars and "pretend" stealing... "Pretend sex" for a child is just the same as having it, in my opinion!

Facebook is no longer a site that interests children and teens...Their parents can connect to them! The other sites mentioned in this book I had never heard of...and I'm on the computer every day and have a good knowledge of using the computer and the concurrent terminology... All I can visualize is all these child predators out there, joining what are teen sites, building a false identity and seducing young girls and boys into something that either becomes embarrassing such as sharing a nude picture, or being blackmailed or worse, having the photo sent all over the world to other predators... 

Nothing shocked me in this book as being something I was not aware of, especially with my reading schedule. What did shock me was the merge of gangs, drug lords and other large criminal enterprises moving in so that the net to capture children has grown to such an extent that stopping it MUST be from the efforts of everybody who loves and wants to protect children, teens...and adults as well (Human Trafficking is about any age and either sex.)

What that means is that even while police, at every level, are diligently working on the problem, it has moved well beyond their ability to handle it! A Frightening Thought: Are the majority of people who watch Special Victims: Law and Order and have kept it popular, actually criminals learning from the program?! (Sorry, when I found this vid, I just had to use--you're right, promoting the accepting of painful abuse of women is another outrage for me!)

Have you used limiting access to the phone or other electronic tools as a disciplinary action? Wasn't successful was it? Seduced is all about how access is used to groom and recruit young people, which all too often ends in exploitation. It is designed to be a parent-empowering program. It is a guide for parents to understand the influence and coercion processes, and most critically, equip adults with dialogue, insights and psychology that can put the power back into parenting...

Please, please consider this important book! It may save your child's life! What is found in this book is NOT fiction; it is based upon actual case studies from all over the world, INCLUDING THE UNITED STATES! Don't wait until it's too late and then spend the rest of you life regretting that your child has disappeared...


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THIS IS NOT THE END OF MY TALKING ABOUT THIS BOOK...

SUCK IT UP AND REALIZE HUMAN TRAFFICKING EXISTS, AND IS ESPECIALLY DANGEROUS FOR CHILDREN!

YOU MUST BECOME INVOLVED!





Tuesday, January 24, 2017

A Ripple of Fear by J. D. Northup Teaches Survival for Meeting Disaster - But Is it Enough?

“Just as ripples spread out when a single pebble is dropped into water,
 the actions of individuals can have far-reaching effects.” -Dalai Lama

My first experience with the potential "end of the world" was from the book by Hal Lindsey, The Late Great Planet Earth in the 70s. The primary belief I had at that time was that I would be "taken up" before that happened at any time. Beliefs can be funny things, especially since over and over through ages, it has appeared to be near...the...end...

Since then I've read many fiction books about this period. mainly because many write about it and seek reviews of their books, as did J. M. Northup. I must say that it was totally different from anything I have thus far read. This first book in the series, I believe, sets the groundwork-- to be prepared.

A Ripple of Fear
The Fears of Dakota Series

By J. M. Northup


The ground shook and rumbled, sending a ripple trembling through me as an airplane thundered overhead. Growing up in an old neighborhood next to the Minneapolis– St.   Paul International Airport, I didn't need to see the craft to know it had been a Boeing 767. It was familiar enough for me to recognize it by the sound of its engines alone. During the calm between the uproar of aircraft, the promise of summer could be heard in the songs of birds. As I lay on my back in the soft grass, the sun felt warm upon my skin. Knowing how fickle Minnesota weather was, I relished the freedom the temperature afforded. After the long winter we'd had that year, it was a blessing to shed the multi– layer clothing in exchange for minimal attire. “I love spring,” I said with a sigh. What grew scarce at the decline of the harvest is once again plentiful at its dawning. Feeling content, I rolled off my back into a prone position...

“Oh, look at this, Mom,” Carolina replied, pointing out something in the garden. “What a pretty caterpillar.” As my mother and sister nattered on, their heads bowed together as they inspected the critter, I became lost in my own thoughts. We may not believe in superstitious nonsense, but the world sure does. Looking at the simple chain linked fence that marked the end of our yard and the start of the airfield property, I couldn't help 
thinking about security. Nothing feels safe anymore. The whole world seems focused on the potential destruction of life as we know it, especially since the Mayan Doomsday comes this year. Could we really be the last generation? Are we going to bear witness to the end of the world? As trepidation gripped me, flooding me with anxiety, I scolded myself silently. Ugh, I know better than to indulge in such absurdity. The Mayans believed time was cyclical, not linear, so the end of the long count calendar doesn't mean crap. It simply means the 
calendar begins again. Zombie apocalypses, alien invasions, and Hopi “blue star” prophesies make for great storytelling, but nothing more. Well, that is to say, unless a person wants to acknowledge the stress worrying over it causes.

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Dakota was just 17 in 2012, but she was much older in her actions and intellect than most girls her age...As was her whole family... Dakota's parents, raising three girls, had been teaching them survival skills since they were very young, the goal being to be able to live off the land, and to protect themselves from danger. Most people called them weird... Well, we must acknowledge that they were different... How many of us would even begin to know what this family was living every day...successfully...

“Why?” I asked and even I heard
the whine in my voice.
“Carolina,” Mom prompted,
“can you please answer your
sister's question?”
Sighing deeply, she responded
by reciting the answer that had
been ingrained in us since birth.
“Because a woman should
always know how to provide for
herself and that means she
needs to know how to survive
off the land..."
The majority of the book is a first-person family drama presented by Dakota, the youngest. As most teens begin to question everything, Dakota spends a lot of time thinking internally about what is happening... For instance, Dakota, and Carolina, the middle sister, are being called by Georgia, the oldest, who has wholeheartedly accepted the training and lifestyle taught by her parents, are begging not to have to go to the latest training session... the planned trip is to go hunting and neither of the younger girls want to kill animals, even for food. They wouldn't mind learning and training on the guns for hunting, if they didn't have to actually perform the deed...

Both parents were loved and respected by the children; they were a very close family and very much enjoyed and needed that closeness. So when hunting had become an issue for two of his girls, Dakota's father had changed the training, more into a game, but still learning the same skills.

You have to wonder...could this family be for real? In today's world? New loves, friendship and heartbreak come into the family's lives, as each of the individuals address what is happening and how it affects the family... But, more and more, they are drawn into seeing what is happening... The Mayan prophecy might be just superstition, but there are many weather changes being noted and, as many of us feel, in 2017, there was an undercurrent, a growing fear. Something is going to happen.

The author has done much research to substantiate her book. Forcing readers to review what has been happening and what could happen, for instance, if a technological break would occur...or a terrorist action takes place--one actually taking place at the nearby Mall where three of the main characters were having lunch...

Little by little readers are affected by the constant reference of what has, could, or does occur...We are sucked into the possible danger, the realization of how susceptible we really are... And the major thing we realize is that...unlike Dakota's family, few of us are even minimally prepared to handle a disaster...of any kind...

So that, when it does, we are totally surprised, lost, and caught completely into what has occurred and, finally, perhaps, realizing, there may not be a way to escape... 

A very though-provoking novel which kept me reading until finished...and...wondering...what now... 

The writing is an interesting combination of literary prose and young adult daily life...of a deep belief in God but a turn toward nature for worship... a family committed to each other, but also concerned about the world around them and what is happening. There is extensive survival skill information, especially with botany, which is Dakota's interest and expertise. The meal preparation is strangely intriguing as this family does indeed survive from what is on the land, using many plants that many of us buy...but that they have either grown or found in the woods. 

One issue did bother me, given the family environment that was being established...there was much swearing used by all of the children and friends. Yet there was a reference that they were asked not to do so while they were at a child care facility...which implies that the author chose to include the swearing as acceptable at other times. This was a personal disappointment of what could have been a perfect family environment for me... My question is simply Why? Why are we allowing our children to use swear words in daily conversation? Given the story line, I felt that the use of swearing did not seem to fit the family environment being portrayed... I admit this is my personal... but strong... opinion. I hate to hear the language children and adults have accepted as being...acceptable... 

Other than that personal opinion, the book is quite remarkable and unique from other end-of-world fiction that I've so far encountered. It certainly sets readers up for what will be happening in future books and, with that, I highly recommend that you do start with this first book, although it appears from the ending that things are going to get much for exciting in the future!


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J.M. Northup is an American author with the independent publisher, CREATIVIA.
She writes in several genres though most of her work crosses multiple genres.
Young Adult series: The Fears of Dakota and the Snoqualmie Valley Sasquatch series.
New Adult / psychological thriller: A PRISONER WITHIN.
Novella of poetry: SOUL SEARCHING, which also includes the erotic short story, EMERGENCE.
Middle Grade / Children's Book: FELINE FASCINATIONS: The Adventures of Boris and Olga.
Military Romance: The Wounded Warriors, which was written with her co-author Simone Beaudelaire!
Romance Anthology: FLAWED PERFECTION: A Collection of Winter Wishes.
J.M. Northup is continuing to develop and research future projects.
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Julie is a native Minnesotan who proudly served in the United States Air Force. She's happily married to her best friend, Dusty and together, they have two beautiful daughters!

Find out more about J.M. Northup through her various websites:
CREATIVIA Author Page - http://www.creativia.org/ya-fiction-and-dystopian-thrillers-texas-author-jm-northup.html
Author FACEBOOK - https://www.facebook.com/authorjmnorthup
Good Reads Author Page - http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/7809260.J_M_Northup
Personal BLOG - http://jmnorthup.blogspot.com
Facebook Book Group - www.facebook.com/groups/952331691462763
Creativia Facebook Street Team - www.facebook.com/groups/creativiastreetteam

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Morning's Promise Presented by Jennifer Anne F. Messing...


It's my hope that these poems, prayers, quotes, and Scriptures will remind you of God's precious promises and offer quiet moments of meaningful reflection and pause as you spend time in prayer and meditation. May they fill your heart with gratitude for the many gifts our Heavenly Father so graciously gives us daily. May these poems and blessings refresh and inspire you and fill your heart with His joy and everlasting love. 
Jennifer Anne F. Messing


Morning's Promise
Poetic Moments in His Presence

By Jennifer Anne F. Messing

Jennifer Messing opens her collection of Poetic Moments in His Presence with a prayer... Immediately she has taken us into His presence to share her reason for writing this book, and seeking His blessing on her readers...

This is a book you will want to keep near. Each of her selections are heart-spoken... She may be speaking on her own, and our, behalf, or she might be talking directly to God... Readers, I believe, will find her words able to calm and bring you into His words, even when we have not prepared ourselves. We may be tired, angry or upset, or feeling lonely. You may find exactly the words that you need right at that particular moment...

To assist you in that, the author has broken her book down into five parts: God's Call and Guidance, Faith and Trust, God's Care and Provision, Loving God and Serving God at Home. If you're reading an ebook, you will be able to click to the exact section you need from the Table of Contents.


When you turn to, for instance, the second part, Faith and Trust, each presentation will be in three parts...first scripture, then a relevant quote, followed by poetic moments in his presence.

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life,
 what you will eat or drink; or about your body, 
what you will wear. 
Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. 
Are you not much more valuable than they?” 
Matthew 6: 25-26
~~~
Faith is . . . ceasing to worry, 
leaving the FUTURE to the God who controls the future. 
—Pamela Reeve
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Increase My Faith
 Increase my faith, Lord, Help me see Your good plan— 
Though the skies ahead are cloudy, So hard to understand. 
Increase my faith, Lord, Melt away my doubts and fears. 
Grant me grace to live each day With courage, joy, and cheer. 
Increase my faith, Lord, Your loving hand knows what is best. 
Embrace me, oh, embrace me— 
I'm heavy-laden, give me rest.



If you mean to know God intimately, 
you must begin by taking the time
 to listen to His voice. —Unknown
~~~

I believe my favorite of her words is called Secret Calling. So often we hear, don't we? But do we listen...do we really listen? Messing's collection gives us so many options to choose from. Sure, you could read it through from beginning to end and be blessed, but I believe the real value of her book will be when you seek out the words that you need at any particular given time...

Secret Calling 
It's my secret calling, Lord, 
That I ponder again and again 
When I steal away
 For a quiet moment in Your presence, 
Knowing for now it's between us two, 
Understanding 
You have A venture for me to pursue.
 Looking back, it became so very clear 
How You trained, nurtured me 
And gently steered my life's journey
 So I would discover 
The path You had set, 
Even when circumstances
Could disclose nothing as yet.
 So for now, day by day 
I cherish this secret calling In my heart,
 Zealous for Your guidance 
Awaiting a divine opportunity 
Signaling the start. 
And I see with eyes of faith 
That this work will be done. 
Then I, Your Servant, O Lord,
 Shall declare, 
"Your kingdom come."



I have always made it clear that I don't have any training in understanding poetry... I guess the easiest way to say it for me is that the words either speak to me or not... The inspiration from this book comes from a very real knowledge that the author shares her personal thoughts and her own relationship with God... Because of that, readers feel that she is right there with us, sharing with each of us, responding to each of the issues that we are experiencing. Many may have read "daily bread" type of literature in the past. If you have started your day or ended it in this way, this book is perfect for you.

I read the ebook, but I would recommend that you consider the printed version. That will allow you to take it with you, but also provide a permanent addition to your home library. Messing's book is the type that you can read more than once and will find something different in the selection that will share a new facet to your thoughts...

This is one of those books when I feel confident in saying that it was inspired... Yes, it's inspirational, but also a teaching book. It's thought-provoking, yet original and fresh in content. It's... highly recommended...




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JENNIFER ANNE F. MESSING is an award-winning author, poet, speaker, and past president of the Oregon Christian Writers (e-mail: Author@JenniferAnneMessing.com). She graduated with honors from Covington Theological Seminary in Rossville, Georgia, USA, with a bachelor's degree in Christian Education, and also has a diploma in Journalism and Short-Story Writing from International Correspondence Schools.
Ms. Messing's latest book, "EVERLASTING LOVE: Romantic Vignettes for a Woman's Heart" (Mockingbird Lane Press, print and e-book) is a TOP FINALIST in three book competitions in 2016: the National Indie Excellence and Virtue Christian Book Awards 'Short Stories' category, and the Beverly Hills Book Awards 'Romance' category.
Her poetic devotional book, "MORNING'S PROMISE: Poetic Moments in His Presence" (Ellechor Publishing House, 2012, print and e-book) was an award-winning TOP FINALIST in the 'Poetry:Inspirational' category of the 2013 International Book Awards. 
Ms. Messing won FIRST PLACE in the 2011 short story competition jointly sponsored by "Bo's Cafe' Life" and "The Storyteller" magazine. Her romantic short stories, "Just Beginning" and "Graduation Bouquet" were LONGLISTED in The Word Hut Short Story Competition (UK/2013), and in The Henshaw Short Story Competition (UK/2015), respectively. 
She has written three books and has over 200 short stories, articles, poems, and movie reviews published in 60 different print and online magazines and book compilations, including: "The East County Gazette," "Bible Advocate," "Evangel," "LIVE," "Standard," "Mocha Memoirs," "Christian Fiction Online," and "Romancing the Soul.
Born in Manila, Philippines, to parents active in international business, she spent many of her childhood years in the Philippines and in Chicago, Illinois. Jennifer Anne currently lives in Oregon and has been married to the love of her life, Michael Messing, for 25 years. They are the parents of two young adult daughters and a high-school aged son. When not writing she enjoys reading, watching classic movies, cooking, home decorating, scrap booking, going on picnics, biking, and aerobics.
More information about her books and her writing is on her website: www.JenniferAnneMessing.com
You can reach her by e-mail at: Author@JenniferAnneMessing.com




Saturday, January 21, 2017

Episodes 2 and 3 Leading to Ashes by Steven Manchester





Episode 2:

The Spiral (set in the world of Ashes)

Tom Prendergast dialed his daughter, Caroline. The call went straight to voicemail. He hung up and rang his son. Caleb’s cell phone also went to voicemail. These kids don’t go anywhere without their phones, he thought, a mix of anger and sadness filling his chest.
Sue Nedar, his assistant, stepped into his office. “Professor,” she said, “you have class in ten minutes. ”
“Ten minutes,” he repeated before flicking his tongue at the back of his mouth to test the pain level. Ahhh... The gentle touch made him flinch.
“You should get that tooth fixed,” Sue suggested.
He nodded. “If I could only find the time,” he said, looking at his watch. “Poetry 101, right?”
She nodded.
He could feel his face wince; this time, it wasn’t due to his toothache.
“Not your favorite, huh?”
Grabbing his leather satchel from the floor, he slid a stack of papers into it. “It used to be,” he said, sighing heavily. “There was a time when I loved nothing more than teaching poetry to first-timers.” Then, without volunteering to take the trip, his mind immediately warped back thirty years.
At the conclusion of his senior project—before receiving his Bachelor of Arts degree in English Literature—Tom stood behind a narrow lectern. Two dozen apathetic sixth graders stared back at him. 
“My name’s Tom Prendergast,” he announced, the words feeling like they’d been sifted through cotton, making him squirm to get comfortable. The anxiety rocked him; for years, that very same sensation had been inspired by his cruel father. He cleared his throat again. 
“Sitting under the dim light of a desk lamp, the artist gazes down at a blank white-lined canvas. Searching his vocabulary for the exact phrase, the perfect opener, he begins to reveal his soul for all. With a loving hand, each word is delicately brushed into sequence, one after the next. After immeasurable hours of meticulous effort, the vivid details of the picture come to life. At last, he can smile, knowing his portrait is complete. Although it will take more than a mere glance, the masterpiece must be appreciated through the mind’s eye where the reader will be swept away by their unlimited imaginations, fond memories of the past and the journey which the artist has chosen to guide.”
He looked up. The class obviously didn’t expect the quick recital and were taken aback. He smiled. “I’ve been writing for a few years now. In fact, I wrote my first poem in the fourth grade. And now I’m working on a collection of poetry that I hope to share with the world someday.” He scanned his young audience.
“Who cares,” one of the boys in the rear of the room mumbled under his breath, drawing a few laughs.
“Obviously not you,” Tom answered the disruptive kid, making everyone sit up straight. “If you don’t want to be here, then please don’t waste your time—or mine. Feel free to leave,” he added, making Ms. Willis—their teacher—shift uneasily in her chair.
While the red-faced boy shook his head, Tom smiled to himself, knowing that he’d handled the rude boy exactly as he should have. Maybe I do have the chops to be an effective teacher, he thought.
“I’m...I’m sorry,” the boy stuttered.
“Apology accepted,” Tom said, softening his tone. “Now let’s get on with it, shall we?”
Everyone nodded.
Tom jumped right into the lesson. “Okay, what is poetry?” When there was no response, he answered, “It’s a type of communication. In many literary circles it’s considered the purest form of expression. For me, it’s a place where I can take one idea, one feeling, and describe it in detail.” He paused. “Do you guys know why most people don’t like poetry?”
“Because it’s hard to understand,” a timid female voice called from the front of the room.
Tom nodded gratefully. “That’s right. It’s not easily understood and, in many cases, must be dissected and analyzed. This is true because the poet conceals or hides the poem’s meaning in a web of woven words.” He grinned wide. “But I have good news—that’s not every poet’s style.”
Again, there was little reaction.
“Does poetry make money, bring fame or fortune?” he asked. When no one volunteered, he answered, “Hardly! Very few poets make money. But that’s not what matters. As you guys get older, you'll find that there are more important things in life. Trust me, you'll look back and value your accomplishments and achievements so much more.” As the words left his lips, he was more surprised than the kids. “For me, it’ll be my writing and, of hopefully, the family I plan to have.”
Keeping to his promise, Tom never broke stride. “Most poets who make money do so posthumously, which means after they’re dead.”
Everyone laughed.
Tom shrugged. “Then why write it?” Before they even had a chance, he said, “There are thousands of reasons: To share ideas, to give back, to make somebody happy, to live on forever, to feel better yourself—to let people know that no one is ever alone. Many people wish to live on forever by becoming a voice of their generation.” He paused. “Mostly, it connects the writer to other people. By taking the pictures he has in his head and placing them into the minds of others, there is a magical connection.”
They looked confused.
“It’s exciting to some people that their thoughts and ideas will live on long after they do. Ironically, most poetry is personal. It’s based on feelings, where the poet is inspired to write his or her feelings down and capture them; feelings that may change from one moment to the next. Knowing that, I’m not sure how much immortal value is placed on most pieces that are written.”
They were now completely lost.
Tom grinned at the truth of it. Dumb it down, he told himself. “The reason I write poetry is to make a difference in the world, an impact, so when I complain about the world I can also say I'm trying to do something about it. I write it to give back what others have given me. Writing poetry allows me to stand up and speak out. And even if only one person listens and finds that their life is better because of my writing, it was worth my time and effort.” He took a moment, allowing his words a fair chance at being received. “There are four major purposes for poetry: It tells a story. It presents a picture. It expresses an emotional experience. And it reflects on life.” Searching their faces, he inquired, “Where can poetry be found?”
A freckled face girl wearing pig tails raised her hand. Tom called on her. “In Hallmark cards?”
“Excellent! And in the Bible, and in music, and pretty much everywhere else you can imagine.” He reached beneath the podium and pressed play on the portable CD player. Accompanied by a techno beat, the musical group Boyz II Men sang their melodic rap, rhyming nicely as they sang.
The kids were ecstatic. Tom sighed heavily. The teacher, however, didn’t look as thrilled. Tom waited a few minutes before replacing Boyz II Men with Don McClain, and served Ms. Willis a healthy slice of American Pie. 
The teacher nodded her approval. I have them all now, Tom thought.
He pressed stop, asking, “Who can tell me the difference between good writing and great writing?”
Still, there was no response. But something’s different, he thought. This time, the reason the kids didn’t answer was because they didn’t know the answer, not because they didn’t care. Most of them were now leaning in toward him.
He cut to the chase. “Good writers make people think, but great writers make their readers feel. Poetry should stimulate the imagination, touch the heart, bring strength, inspiration, laughter, and even tears.” He shrugged. “So how do you get started?”
“At the beginning,” the class clown in the rear answered, trying to redeem some of his dignity.
While the other students laughed, Tom agreed. “You’re absolutely right. Everything starts with an idea. I know a little more about poetry than you do, but not much, believe me. The difference is—I practice, which is the only way to get good at anything.” He scanned the room. “There are two major types of poetry. What are they?”
“Rhyming,” an anxious voice called out.
Tom went with the momentum. “Right, or what we call verse. And there’s also non-rhyming, also referred to as prose.”
They nodded.
He passed out a set of handouts. It was his poetry. He intended to read each and ask their meanings. He needed to prove that poetry didn’t have to be mind-numbing. “I wrote a poem that was inspired by an experience I had when I was a little younger than you are right now. Do you guys want to hear it?”
“Yes,” the class sang in chorus.
He recited the first poem.
“Roller Coaster
We stood in line afraid as hell
and heard those riding scream and yell. 
The line grew long, no turning back. 
We took off down the twisted track. 
Holding on with all our might
we climbed a hill, no earth in sight
and at the top we held our breath,
then took a plunge that met with death.
Hairs on end and knuckles white,
we screamed like children with delight. 
Accepting that without control,
we placed our faith: We’d come back whole. 
So up and down, through loops and screws, 
our hands reached for a sky so blue
and in our hearts the truth beat clear...
trust releases joy from fear.”
Several students exchanged surprised glances, making Tom smile.
“Recently, I wrote this next poem, Beauty, about a girl named Carmen. It’s in prose.” He cleared his throat.
“She radiates with the light of a thousand candles,
while her movements have the energy of a lightning storm. 
The sweetest aroma lures even the strong,
though it is the scent of confidence which takes the kill. 
With the giggle of an innocent child,
her tone is soft and gentle, almost heavenly.
She expects nothing,
but her silence demands the best.
Her forgiving heart beats in the ears of all men,
yet it is her untamed spirit which screams out loudest. 
Like a beacon in the darkest night, 
her comfort is safety. Rarely revealing her deepest thoughts,
her words remain simple, for she is a mystery.
Her tender touch can be soothing or sensual,
as she is unconditional love—
both maternal and passionate.
In a word, she is beauty...
and you should see her on the outside.”
The applause shocked him. They’re hooked, he thought, so he alternated a few more between verse and prose. When he was done, he looked up to find the loud-mouthed boy in the back of the room smiling at him. He felt like leaping. Even the smallest victories were cause for celebration. This one’s huge, he thought and grinned back before shutting off the lights. 
“Get comfortable, close your eyes and take a few deep breaths,” he said, stifling a giggle that tickled at the back of his throat. “This is supposed to be fun, not work.”
Once the excited chatter subsided, they did as they were told.
“Now picture your favorite, safest, most comfortable place in the whole world. Take your time, but once you have it open your eyes.”
All eyes gradually returned to him, most filled with a growing interest.
“Now using what you’ve just experienced with all five senses, write this place down, describing it in prose and take your reader where you want them to go.”
“What if I can’t?” a young boy asked.
“Can’t?” Tom asked. “Now there’s a word that should either be stricken from your vocabulary, or used as nothing more than a challenge. You can do anything you put your mind to— anything!” He drew in a deep breath. “As long as you can speak, you can write. Rather than opening your mouth, use a pen. The words won't just drift off with the wind and become lost forever. Instead, you can write them down and stick them in a book where they’ll live on.”
The students were given fifteen minutes to play with their vocabularies and paint their vivid pictures. Tom strolled through the classroom, checking on their progress, inspiring each with genuine compliments as he passed their desks.
“Okay,” he said, “next, I want you to close your eyes again and imagine an event that you’ve attended; a circus, an amusement park—whatever—and describe how it makes you feel. And I want you to do it in free verse, or rhyming form.”
After this assignment was complete, he asked for a topic he could tackle. The kids agreed. “Write a poem about something that should change in the world.”
There’s plenty to write about there, he thought. “Great,” he said, “so while you’re finishing the same assignment at home, I’ll be doing mine. And once we’ve all finished, perhaps your teacher, Ms. Willis, wouldn’t mind compiling them into a bound collection to create an anthology?”
The impressed woman nodded, exciting the kids even more. They were now working on their first collection of poetry. They were going to have their own book.
As Tom gathered his things, he decided to leave them with one last nugget of wisdom. “Poetry cannot be taught,” he said, “only inspired. And remember this: Talent can be cultivated, but discipline is rare.” He knew this final statement would only click with those who cared to give it some extra thought.
“Thank you, Mr. Prendergast,” they sang in chorus.
“No,” he replied. “Thank you—for inspiring me. You’ve reminded me of the many reasons I write and I’ll never forget you for it.”
One week later, Tom sent his contribution to Ms. Willis’ anthology:
A Walk in the Clouds by Thomas Prendergast
I walked amongst the clouds today and then I took a seat
to try to understand the world
that spun beneath my feet.
It was the grandest picture my eyes had ever seen.
I couldn’t make out colors except for blue and green.
And yet I could see people,
a whole race on the run.
To tell the truth, from where I sat they clearly moved as one.
With fear, they searched for answers
they thought were on the ground.
And though they spoke in different tongues they made the sweetest sound.
They had the wrong perspective, with no way they could know:
There are no individuals, but just parts of a whole.
And so I made a wish for them that someday they would see: 
Only when they really love
is when they’re really free.
I’ll dance amongst the stars tonight, while others search in vain.
For just above their point of view there’s no such thing as pain.
“Professor,” Sue said, infiltrating Tom’s vivid memory and pulling him back into the present.
“I know,” he said, “I know. I’m going to be late.” As Sue turned and left the room, he stood—his aching molar shoving a hot spike into his brain. I need to get this damned tooth fixed soon! he thought.
As Tom started for his office door, he caught his passing reflection in the mirror. He stopped for a moment. Still physically fit, his hair was now salt-and-pepper while his round eye glasses contributed to his intellectual appearance. He took a deep breath and exhaled. There was a time when I loved to teach, he thought, thinking it would be so wasteful not to pass on my passion and knowledge to people who cared enough to listen. He shook his head. Instead, I ended up becoming a college professor.
As he walked toward his classroom, he grabbed his cell phone and dialed both of his kids again—experiencing the same hurtful avoidance. This is bullshit, he thought, his rising heart rate throbbing in his rotten tooth. I’m so sick and tired of being disrespected by these entitled brats.
A moment later, he swung open the classroom door, bringing a dozen separate conversations to silence. Let’s get this over with, he thought, trying to ignore the blinding pain that pulsated in the back of his mouth.
~~~


Episode 3: Serving Time (set in the world of Ashes)


Jason phoned Miranda. The call went straight to voicemail. “Hi babe, it’s Dad. Sorry I had to cut the call short earlier today. It was a busy day at the office. When you get a chance, call me back. I’m curious about what you have in mind for the weekend.” He ended the call and smiled, God, do I love that kid, he thought.
Still in hand, his cell phone rang. “Hello?”
“Hi sexy,” Josie said.
“I’m sorry,” he joked, “but you must have the wrong number.”
“Just make sure you pick me up at four o’clock. I don’t want to be late.”
“Late for what?” he asked, smiling.
“I told you, it’s a surprise.”
“Oh, that’s right,” he said, his smile widening. Weeks before, Josie had made dinner reservations at Los Andes Restaurant in Providence. Although she’d claimed it was a surprise, she never once tried to conceal her plans. In fact, she’d hinted about the big night for weeks. For as long as he could remember, Jason had heard about Los Andes, everyone going on and on about how good the food was and how the service was even better. But it wasn’t easy to travel through Federal Hill—with one amazing pasta joint better than the next; Camille’s, Pan E Vino, Cassarino’s, the Old Canteen—and not stop for some incredible dinner.
“Four o’clock, okay?” Josie said.
“I’ll be there,” Jason confirmed. “What should I wear?”
“Business casual.”
“So no prison uniform?”
“Khakis and a button down shirt will be perfect,” she said.
“Fine,” he said, “but I’m not tucking the shirt in.”
“You won’t be in it for long anyway,” she purred. “See you in a bit.” She hung up.
Jason looked at his cell phone and smiled—thinking about his playful dinner date. Josie was more than ten years his junior but acted even younger than that. She was an attractive brunette, with matching dimples that worked like lethal lures when she smiled. She was on the short side, with the body of a mature gymnast—both in curves and flexibility. Whatever their conversations lacked in depth, their physical relationship made up for it—and then some, he thought. And although Josie was considered no more than the latest in a long line of failed relationships, Jason liked her. Even when her African gray parrot spouted the most foul sentiments like “Bite me” and “Eat my ass”—echoing the dirty words of the filthy woman who’d taught it—Jason enjoyed being in her company. She’s a crazy broad, he thought, but I dig crazy.
After leaving the rain-soaked highway, the GPS’s non-whimsical voice called for so many rights and lefts that Jason knew they’d been sent in a back way. Up one street and down the next, they traveled through a tough-looking neighborhood, filled with three tenement houses with tiny yards behind chained link fences; corner stores and ethnic eateries protected by bars on their front windows—an all too familiar sight for Jason.
Fifteen minutes later, they arrived at Los Andes.
“Surprise!” Josie called out, smiling.
“This is it?” he asked, returning her grin. 
She nodded. “I know you don’t like to try anything new, babe, but I want you to keep an open mind, okay?” She glanced back at the building. “Everyone says we’re going to love it.”
The restaurant was located on the bottom floor of a tenement house, with a brick façade and blue awning, giving it the appearance of a storefront. Exterior signs boasted of Fine Peruvian and Bolivian Dining; South American delicacies. The silhouette of some foreign animal was prominently displayed on the awning. A yak or llama? Jason considered before finally deciding, It’s a llama. “Okay,” he agreed, adding a wink. 
Two young valet attendants waited in the rain. Jason considered their services before shaking his head. No way, he thought. “Get out here,” he told Josie. “I’ll find on-street parking.”
“You’re such a cheap...” she said.
“You’re welcome,” he interrupted, reaching over her lap to open the door for her.
She sighed heavily. 
“I have no problem tipping these kids,” he explained. “I just don’t want them scratching my...” 
But Josie had already slammed the door shut and was heading for the restaurant, past a group of patrons huddled outside—standing flush against the building, while the blue awning protected them from the pelting rain. 
This place must be good, Jason figured before finding a safe parking spot two streets away.
After an awkward and tiresome sprint in the rain, Jason took one step inside the place to discover that its outward appearance was only camouflage, concealing a real gem within. A huge, blue coral salt water tank sat above the bar, separating them from the main dining room. The tank was teeming with several dozen fish. After a narrow walk down the length of the bar, bouncing off of the packed crowd as he went, Jason met Josie at the hostess station.
“How long’s the wait?” he asked, wiping his wet hands on his khakis.
“Another half hour,” she said.
“You didn’t make a reservation?” he asked, surprised.
“I did,” she said without any further explanation.
While they waited, one of the owners—brothers who could never deny each other—came over and offered his sincere apology. “Some of the larger parties have taken longer than we anticipated,” he said, offering them each a drink on the house.
Class joint, Jason thought, happy to pass the time with a free drink, but the food had better be worth it. If he was being honest with himself, though, it had been a long time since he’d experienced such a positive first impression.
When they were finally escorted into the dimly-lit restaurant, Jason noticed that lots of people were drinking martinis. Not for me, he thought. The crowd was thick and happy, a cacophony of conversations filling the packed room. It was incredibly busy with wait staff flying around the room in some choreographed dance of chaos. They do a good business here, Jason thought.
He and Josie were led past the large dining room into an outside area covered by large tents. Jason craned his neck to survey the outdoor environment: A large Koi pond took up the center; surrounded by stone columns fire pits. Must be nice out there when it’s not pouring out, he decided, picturing some costumed man playing a Spanish guitar.
They were seated at a high top table and handed leather-bound menus.
“Want to try the pico sour?” Josie asked, quickly scanning the tall menu.
“Hell no.”
“You don’t even know what it is?”
“That’s right, but I do know what beer is and that’s exactly what I want.”The waiter approached, grinning. “Our bartender makes the best caipirinhas.”
“What’s that?” Jason asked.
“It’s made with cachaça, sugar and lime. Very delicious.”
“Not for me,” Jason said, unsure—and unwilling—to learn what cachaça is.
“Then why even ask, if you’re not going to try it?” Josie said, perturbed. 
Jason grinned and looked back at the waiter. “I’ll have a beer. You pick the flavor,” he said. “Thanks.” The owner swung by, apologizing again for the wait. “Pick an appetizer on the house,” he told them.
They’d never had Peruvian or Bolivian cuisine before, so there were many questions about the menu. The waiter was extremely knowledgeable, answering each question in patient detail. From cevice and paella to sea bass and short ribs, there were so many unusual choices to pick from. 
“And perhaps you’d like to share a pitcher of sangria?” he suggested.Jason shook his head. “I’ll stick with the beer.”
Josie was still shaking her disappointed head when two appetizers arrived at their table: The calamari they’d ordered and the other was a surprise that the owner had chosen—cold mashed potatoes filled with avocadoes and topped with chicken salad and some Peruvian sauce. Odd, Jason thought before devouring three out of the four on the plate. “Amazing,” he admitted, surprised.
Sitting outside by that waterfall must be real nice in the summer, Jason thought again, as the rain dripped onto the corner of the table, creating a small puddle. 
Not long after finishing the appetizers, the smiling waiter delivered lobster paella for Josie, and steak with two eggs over easy, yuka fries and white rice—with a few fried plantains on the side—for him. Although the portions were huge, Jason had no delusions that there would be any left—from either plate—before they were done. “Let’s get at it,” he said, starting in on one of the best steaks he’d ever eaten.
Not only was the food out of this world, it was equally matched by the doting service. I’ve never experienced anything like this place, Jason thought, grateful for Josie’s surprise plans.
As they ate, Jason scanned the room. A woman, seated off in the corner, began coughing. Josie spun in her seat to see what the problem was. 
“Relax,” Jason said, chewing a few fries, “she’s still breathing. No need for the Heimlich just yet.” 
As Josie shook her head, the woman regained her composure.
In a different corner, a larger party—four middle-aged couples—debated politics with more fervor and volume than seemed appropriate. Normally, the raucous would have bothered Jason. For whatever reason, he found it entertaining. The table of empty margarita glasses probably isn’t helping, he thought.
While Jason continued to survey the room, one of the dark-haired waitresses hurried by the table and shot Jason a big smile. He smiled back.
“Nice,” Josie hissed.
“What?” Jason asked, taking a sip of beer. 
“I saw that.” 
“You saw nothing,” he said, slightly amused.
“I saw her flirting with you,” Josie said, her voice getting louder and angry. “And I saw you...”
He lifted his hand to halt her inebriated rant. 
“You’re beautiful and sexy, Josie...a real wildcat in the sack. But you’re also as crazy as a shit house rat.” 
“Excuse me!”
“Bottom line,” he said. “I’m getting way too old and tired to deal with this type of nonsense. If I wanted to be with someone else, I’d be with someone else...and I wouldn’t be hiding it.”
“But you...”
“But I’m here,” he interrupted, “with you...which is where I want to be.” Nodding, he added. “Please don’t change that.” 
Josie opened her mouth again, but said nothing. Instead, she grabbed for her glass and took a long drink. 
“Thanks for taking me here,” Jason said, smiling. “It’s top notch...the best surprise I’ve had in a long time.”
“You’re welcome,” she managed.
He smiled, thinking, It’s the perfect place to share our final meal together.
Miranda called on Saturday morning. “Dad, are you free this afternoon?” 
“Sure, babe,” Jason said, feeling as excited as he was hung over. “Where are you taking me?”
“Nowhere, actually,” she said, pausing. “It’s just that...Mario needs to talk to you about something.”
“Talk to me about what?” Jason asked before a certain possibility dawned on him and his heart did a free fall into his socks. “About what?” he repeated, his tone sounding a bit frantic.
“You’ll know soon enough,” she said, and Jason could tell that the young man was standing beside her, waiting for the green light. “He’s on his way now.”
“Ummm...okay,” Jason stammered, his mind racing for a way to avoid this talk.
“And Dad,” she added, almost at a whisper.
“Yeah?”
“Please be nice to him.”
Jason swallowed hard. “I’m always nice,” he managed, “but it would be even nicer if you told me...”
“You’ll know soon enough,” she repeated. “I’ll call you later.” 
With that, there was nothing but a dial tone. Jason looked at his cell phone in disbelief. Holy shit, he thought. I always figured this day would come but I didn’t expect it to be today. He headed for the fridge to grab a beer. Maybe he wants to talk to be about something else? Jason considered, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn’t come up with an alternate—and much more welcomed—reason.
Twenty minutes had elapsed—twice the time it should have taken Mario to drive over to his place—before there was a light knock on the front door. Holy shit, Jason repeated in his head, all those muscles and he can’t even... Shaking his head, he downed the rest of his beer and took a deep breath. “Here we go,” he muttered and swung open the front door.
Wearing a smile as broad as his chest, Mario stood on the stoop looking younger than Jason had ever seen him. And he was nervous—no, petrified—contagiously rubbing off on Jason. “Hi, Mr. Prendergast,” he said, his Adam’s apple bobbing like some small fish had taken the hook in his guts. “Can I talk to you for a few minutes?”
Jason couldn’t help it; he was frozen in the threshold—unable to move or speak. “Come in,” he finally said, “come in.” 
Mario Arruda stood six feet tall on a bulging frame that spent hours in the gym, pumping iron. From appearances, Mario was a man. One look at his face, however, told Jason a different story. Kids grow up so much slower today than we did back in my day, he thought. Still, Jason couldn’t help but to like him; after only spending a few minutes with the baby-faced boy, his eyes and words both betrayed that he was a good guy—kind and considerate. Still, it wasn’t enough for Jason. If he was going to be with his daughter, Miranda, he needed to be a man. 
Mario took a half dozen steps into the living room and spun on his heels.
“Take a seat,” Jason told him, gesturing toward the blanket-laden couch, “make yourself comfortable.” 
This time, it was Mario who stood paralyzed. “Mr. Prendergast,” he said, his words dry and scratchy, “I love Miranda very much.”
“And so do I,” Jason instinctively countered. Without meaning to, he realized he’s squared his feet into a fighting posture—as if he were going to trade punches with the nervous kid. Just hear him out, he told himself. Mario’s a good kid.
“And I’m here to ask your permission to marry her,” he said, the words spilling out and lifting his shoulders a full two inches in relief. 
As if he’s been pushed, Jason collapsed into his recliner—his eyes never leaving Mario’s. What the hell, he thought. You guys are so young. You have your whole lives ahead of you. There’s plenty of time to... He looked up to find Mario sitting on the edge of the couch, anxiously awaiting a reply; the boy’s eyes were swollen with equal amounts of fear and hope. Mario’s a good guy, Jason reminded himself and cleared his throat. “So you want to marry my daughter?” Jason started. 
Mario nodded hard. “I do,” he said, the two simple words sending chills down Jason’s spine.
“And you think you can be a good husband to Miranda...a good provider?”
“I know I can, Mr. Prendergast.” He paused for a moment, while his eyes filled. “I’ve loved Miranda since the first day I met her and nothing’s ever going to change that.”
“I know exactly what you mean,” Jason said, his heart flooding with the depth of love he felt for his little girl.
Mario smiled—for the first time sincerely.
“Will you provide for her...everything she needs?”
“You have my word.”
“And protect her?”
“With my life,” Mario answered. 
Jason searched his eyes to discover it was the truth—moving him and sending the shiver back down his spine. “As the years pass by, marriage can feel like serving time for some men.”
“Never!” Mario blurted, “not with Miranda. I love her with everything inside me, Mr. Prendergast, and I’ll always be there for her no matter what happens.”
“I believe you,” Jason said, surprising himself as much as his future son-in-law.
“And you should,” Mario said sincerely. “Her happiness means more to me than my own.”
Okay, son, Jason thought, but if you ever abuse her in any way, I’ll punish you in ways you can’t even imagine. He never posed the threat, but he could tell by Mario’s face that it was already understood. Sighing heavily—in surrender—he extended his hand. Mario grabbed it and gave it the firm shake he was counting on. “You have my blessing, son,” he said. “But although Miranda will become your wife—for which I’ll respect and never interfere—understand that she’ll always be my little girl.” Jason choked on the last two words and his eyes immediately filled. Yet, he never tried to hide it. It was good that his daughter’s future husband understand the depth of love. “Always,” he repeated.
“I understand, sir,” Mario said, his own eyes filling. He tightened his grip.
Jason nodded. “And there’s no need to call me sir. We’re going to be family, for God’s sake.” He pulled his hand free and patted Mario on the back. “Just call me Mr. Prendergast.”
Mario’s brow rose in confusion. 
That’ll keep him on his toes for a while, Jason thought, trying to beat back a laugh. “What do you say we have a beer and celebrate?”
Mario nodded. “That sound great.”
Jason headed for the kitchen. “You are old enough to drink a beer, right?’ he called over his shoulder. 
“I am, Mr. Prendergast,” Mario answered.
With his back to the boy, Jason smiled.
~~~

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